We started together
You and I
Like best friends
Best buddy forever
Then…
One day,
When the night fell
I tried to be brave
And that was my biggest mistake
I wanted to escape sanity
And you didn’t stop me
I flew away…
To the dark sky
To never return back
And you were there still
But never hold me back
Now it’s too late
I’ve become *****
To explore the dark more
And each time…
My feet been buried
Deep into the ground
Where, even tree roots can’t reach
You’re trying now
To bring me back
But it’s too late
You’ve missed the fate
Apologies are meaningless
You’ve lost all chances
Like magnetic poles
Distance between us…
Been increasing day by day
And you’re still silent
‘Cause you can’t do anything
You’d done nothing in past
You’ve failed at last
Blazing prohibited dark desires of mine
It was your straight defeat
That you couldn’t refrain
Coarsely chopped dignity
Fought a war…
With laws of privacy
And you let me win
Because you were alone
And you were not afraid to admit that
That’s why I loved you
But now it’s too late
To even break the line between us
‘Cause I am too doomed
And you still respect us
My monster will defeat you
Again and again
It’s too powerful to win over
And your mind is too fragile
I cast a hoax every time
And you lose your mind
The hollowness of your manipulating power
Will never let you win
Because the terror I hold is far horrifying
And ***** at the same time
Nagging your limit of patience
But you can’t do anything
You’re tied to that pole
Your mouth is gagged
With that small red ball
So that your words will not leave your mouth
All you can do is
Just watching me
Over and over
Again and again
While I do every illegal details with myself
My core burns
And aches for the touch
And when I’m done
I look at you
I see you crying
And praying that I’d stop humiliating myself
But you’re in vain, you know that?
I just throw a smirk at you
And start humiliating myself
All over again
Powerless you are
You were a silent viewer from the beginning
Could you deny that you weren’t as excited as me?
You were…
But you knew it all along,
It’s wrong
But you never stopped me
You never raised your voice
You never succeed to overpower me
Your silent crusade wasn’t worth it
Now it’s too late to be back
Too late to smile bright
Too late to find a sky
That is full of hope and light, stars and stories
It’s too late for you…
And…
Of course for me…