When I was seventeen
After you kissed me you
Asked if I wanted something to eat
I said later
And you frowned
Because only true rejection
Could make you die inside

When i was eighteen
After you kissed me you
Asked me if I wanted something to drink
I said not now
And you left
Slamming the door and
Collapsing in defeat

When i was nineteen
After you kissed me you
Didn’t even offer me anything
Because you knew
Even without me saying
You knew that i would decline
And you left after saying goodnight

When i was twenty
After you kissed me you
Told me you were sorry and
Said this was the best for us.
This time i slammed the door and collapsed in
Tears and now it was my turn
To be rejected

Here he lurks
shadows and fear
twisted dreams and something that itches
somewhere in between the lines,
you know He's near
the pupil of their eye
twitching of skin
He has been Here for a while now.

this is questionable
what about the other table?
do they have anything on sale?
hmmmmm...

what do they sell?
will it interest me?
do they accept debit?
i am only 12

no.

Taco Bell, my love,
You fill the void in my soul.
Take all my money.

they say cheerios make your heart stronger
but when you said "this is it. Cheerio" and left
i was leaft heartbroken

it was just a lie
all of it
i trusted you

to nourish me
and give me my daily fibre intake
but you didnt

you left me
by myself
and thats all i will ever be