You're an illusion in my head!
You're just a thought in my brain!
A thought that is mislead!
A mirage in a desert plain!
I am walking towards you!
You are starting to fade away!
Not so fake, not so true!
Listen to what I am tryna say!
You're a fictional character!
You're the shining distraction!
Tempting like a gold glitter!
You're nothing but a reflection!
      -Vivek!

You said meet me on the other side!
But I am walking on this Mobius strip!
You said you'll hang on throughout the ride!
But now you say you're  losing your grip!
You say you gotta go!
You say you have to leave!
Was it all a magic show!
Using the tricks up your sleeve!
All the promises you've broken!
Left me all alone, out in the open!
You left me here, Bathing in my tears!
My eyes dark red, Stranded in my fears!

          -Vivek!

I can smell your perfume on the polaroid!
I can still taste your lips when I lick mine!
I was somewhere lost in the deep void!
Emptiness of your eyes looking just fine!
Surrounded by the full white chaos!
I don't remember where I was!
We made some great memories!
Captured through eyes in our brain!
I have collected all the stories!
I have collected happiness and pain!
I have collected mistakes and crimes!
All we were doing was havin' a good time!
          -Vivek!

You killed 'em all!
You killed my dreams!
You broke my heart!
You killed my screams!
I don't have a voice of my own!
I am like a toy that you're playing today!
I know when you're grown!
You're gonna throw me away!
I am like a gum that you chew!
Took everything from me and threw!
Me out of your life and you moved!
Just like that I'll be removed!
        -Vivek!

It's half past three!
why am i still awake?
You can't even imagine what I see!
Every part of my body aches!
All these demons surrounding me!
They're set free, to feed on me!
As I lay heads up in my bed!
With a sense of deep dread!
I can't even close my eyes!
I am scared to death!
I am giving my alibis!
I can't even feel my breath!
          -Vivek!

Rain falling down on me!
So much water yet I am thirsty!
Paper boat down on street!
Rain falling down on me!
Deep puddles reflecting tree!
It's cold, **** I miss the heat!
Rain falling down on me!
So much water yet I am thirsty!
     -Vivek!

In my old rusty car!
Driving along the beach!
Thinking about the life of our!
Put your head out and reach!
Taste the salty water!
Sun burning hotter!
It makes your skin glow!
Everything is moving slow!
Warm breezes starts to blow!
Sand mixed in air like it's snow!
I was so lost in your perfect face!
Crashed around the curve at high pace!
        -Vivek