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 Jan 2018 Eleanor
Caitlyn Emilie
self harm is only washing your hands with cold water

crossing the street without looking for cars

touching hot pans because you want them to burn

staying up late and depriving yourself of sleep because you don’t deserve it

self harm is hearing you say violent things to me and not caring

because I deserve to hear them and I believe you when you say them
 Jan 2018 Eleanor
moon child
Without her
What am I supposed to do?
Words lose their meaning.
Taste
Sight
Sound
Touch.
Without her
What do I have?
Bland
Darkness
Silence
Emptiness.
Without her.
I miss her
 Jan 2018 Eleanor
Rythum
He said" Do you miss me? "
I simply said i don't...
He turned away, not saying a word...
And i just wished he knew..
Hope he knows it hurts me..
And beats inside like a second heart..
Showing me his worth and telling me that we're apart...
I lie to myself every time and pretend that it doesn't matter anymore..
But i cant keep up with this lie and i cant keep pretending..
I wanna tell him it hurts... i wanna know if it hurts him too..
Cause everyday that's passing by..makes me wonder what i'm gonna do..
But i wanna tell him that i don't miss him.. and i swear that's not a lie...
I don't miss him cause he's always here, right inside my heart.. stays with me and keeps me alive...
I think about him all the time..with every second that passes by..
i love him too much to let him go.. but why do i always stay quite..
I wanna tell him that i miss him ..i wanna make him mine...

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