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Dec 2019 · 158
S U M M E R
J Dec 2019
i used to never believe genuine love was real.

beaten down, broken, time and time again.

until i saw you.

you were a light in the dark.

you were an angel extinguishing the flames of hell that surrounded me, that had almost killed me.

instead i now see a fire of passion, that passion burning in your beautiful brown eyes, golden flames igniting within the irises.

it’s something that has awakened me from my deep slumber of sorrow, replacing it with depths of joy.

your tanned skin, reminding me of a fresh cappuccino in the early morning, sunlight washing through the blinds that sit on the window; the foam that sits on top of the warm liquid, feeling soft against my lips as they touch.

the suppleness of your plump pink lips, resembling a juicy cherry being bitten into, tasting sweetness coat my tongue as i take in all the flavour.

you are the embodiment of a perfect summers day, freshly cut green grass, the smell of flowers blooming on every bush, the heat of the sun glistening onto my pale skin, making me feel at home.

you are an addiction in every positive way, one that i do not want to be rid of.

the existence of genuine love, i now believe.
Aug 2019 · 136
L O V E
J Aug 2019
my love burns for you like a thousand suns.

oh honey, living without you would be like restricting me of all my necessities to be alive.

your smile shines brighter than any pearl or diamond in the world, making me feel like my heart will burst.

i would chase you to the ends of the earth, to keep you by my side forever, because whenever i’ve been apart from you, it’s like i am in black hole, falling into it.

you make my world so full of saturation and colour, like a beautiful painting, painted by van gogh.

i’m scared your love for me will burn out, because mine never can, there’s nothing that can extinguish the flames of my heart and soul.

but no matter the consequence that could happen from loving you, i will never quit loving you.

you are my shining star in the night sky, and i will look up at you forever.

forever and always.
Jul 2019 · 203
beautiful disruption.
J Jul 2019
tears slip from your broken glass eyes
i hold you oh so tight, my knuckles turn white
my heart bleeding with love and infatuation
wanting to stop every drop of pain you’ve felt

i bleed, so you live.

tears slip from my broken glass eyes
you sit by, as if you were in this cold, spacious room alone, not even looking in my direction
you are holding the blade that made me bleed
you said angels never cry, but here i lay while my heart dies;

i bleed, so you live.
Jul 2019 · 226
G O N E
J Jul 2019
too far off the edge of this never ending cliff.
you are nowhere to be found, as i am waiting for you to catch me.

are you in the arms of another?
are you thinking of me; like i am you?

falling into this void of a black hole; emptiness is all that can describe it.

i scream for you, as hallucinations of you in front of me stay prevalent.

but as i put my hand out to reach you, you disappear.

sinking deeper into this melancholic void.

gone.
many can probably relate to this, my heart is with you
Jul 2019 · 339
O R P H A N
J Jul 2019
as i scream, you don’t hear me.

as i cry, you don’t see me.

all i see in you is pure rage, such a rage that only an evil empty individual could possess.

endless years of agonizing soul crushing pain.

but you couldn’t care to notice, as you are left without a scratch.

you were once the shell of a person whom i’d call my father.

now i look at you and see your eyes oozing with deadness, as if they were roadkill.

and i feel emotionless towards you, as if i was now embodying an orphan; forced to grow up without ever knowing what the nurturing love of a parent felt like.

the reality is, i am not an orphan.

i am a broken shell of what is called a daughter, while we sit at the empty dinner table; feeling like i am living with a complete stranger.

daddy, do you hear my cries now?
Jul 2019 · 297
M I R R O R
J Jul 2019
we never think about the impact one human can have on us as individuals.

the memories of you flash through my mind, like a projection. a live action film.

the smiles, the laughs, the loved exchanged.

everything was so simple.

now in the present, we both look into each other’s souls as if we are strangers.

as if all the promises, the touches, the euphoria;
were erased from reality.

my subconscious is evil to me, reminding me of the demons that plague my heart, you.

you once being the angel that was bestowed upon my existence by the universe, now resembling a soul ******* succubus, draining me dry of all i have left.

the thought that this movie that we call ‘love’ could suddenly come to end, tears the pages of everything i had written for this never ending script.

but i guess what i really have to ask myself is, did you ever really love me at all?

or was this meant to have an ending of tragedy?

the kind of tragedy that you never really have any answer as to why things happened the way they did, or what would’ve came after if there was a different turn of events.

now i look at myself in the mirror, seeing the reflection of a girl whom has drowned herself in the sea of love.

what is next?
Jul 2019 · 233
A G A I N
J Jul 2019
feeling alone in the big world,
life is pushing me under.

starting to feel like i don’t matter to you,
or anything you could muster.

you feel cold.

you feel empty.

tell me what could i do to stop your heart from feeling so heavy?

i have the feeling you’re restricting truth,
even about the most minuscule things.

tell me why can’t you be honest?
is it something that lies within?

you have a tendency to be selfish,
while i give you my heart and soul.

why can’t i feel your desire to give?
is it because you are only starving to take? leaving me malnourished, while you are well fed?

if so, as much as it pains me;
i must leave from this barren well.
so goodbye my love,

as i continue to feel alone, in this big, cold world.
Jan 2019 · 144
B L E A C H
J Jan 2019
the pupils of your eyes were like a void of star-less ebony,

overflowing with an immense amount of melancholy and sorrow.

yet the surrounding colourful irises would burst with passion and craze.

it was truly extraordinary.

you were always so soft spoken.

the words seeping out of your mouth like smooth silk,

and your lips twisting continuously like sweet licorice.

i remember the taste so vividly, as it danced on my tastebuds.

in result, i’ve soaked my entrance of speech and nutrition in bleach; to be rid of the cavities you’ve left behind.

there’s still remnants of sugar hidden within,

and it is so bittersweet.

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