Why should I look back at all my memories all it is, is him betting the living **** out of my **** that I'm 13 years old and my ex boyfriend beats the hell out of me so why should I ******* try oh wait I should not **** him and his stupid *** self he can rotte in hell just ******* saying.

Dear Future Me,
Please don’t forget to love.
It is by loving that we truly live.
Please don’t forget not to keep your heart locked up.
It is feeling everything that makes us human.
Please don't forget to dance.
It is the movement of freedom.
And lastly, please don't forget to smile.
For when you do, the world will smile with you.
Love, Current Me

I cut and I cut and I bleed and so I got told to do the butterfly project where I wanna cut I have to draw a butterfly and name it someone I care about and if I cut before it gone away I **** the butterfly and that person so I won't cut intell it is done and I probably won't cut then either I will always keep a butterfly on my rist and arms and legs and stomach and other places I don't have family my best friend shot himself at age 13 the day was March 22 2012 I had just left the hospital from seeing him it wasn't even 10 minutes after I left his mom called crying and I knew what she was going to say I started to cry and said he is dead anti he and she said yes he is it was my boyfriend at the time he died so yeah...

Oh my god I'm going crazy he locked me in this **** house I can't leave I'm locked I feel like I am anyway I ******* hate him he should feel my ******* pain its his fault my life has gone to **** and he calls me a slute and **** **** him for real.

I'm underwater he won't let me up he won't stop I'm almost dead I can't breath I need help can't anyone see this I guess not I need your help come ******* help already you for real can not see this **** well when u need help ******* to oh my ******* God please help me please its to late I'm dead he killed me and no one helped me

Okay I liked this boy.
He was the best boy I had ever liked.
But he broke my heart this morning.
In the morning I hope I will forget him.
Forgetting him is the hardest thing to do ever.
I wish I had someone to heal me.
Can u hear me can u feel me.
I'm screaming for help.

Why am I so lonely its because my heart is not there it is broken it is gone and empty I have no love no family no life no one is there for me at all that's why I'm so lonely so don't ask me no more because I am ashamed and I wanna die and cry so that's y I'm so lonely