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David Bojay Nov 2017
there's a lot of women here

with lives of their own

with nothing to share

and less shame to show

attention doesn't bring me satisfaction anymore

I want to think until my thoughts pour down from my ears

(everything has a price, so save your money)
David Bojay Nov 2017
at the car shop

football is playing on a flat screen

the rays of sun keep hitting my face through the window

others don't seem to care

I overheard someone call me gay, I hear a lot of that these days

I think it's the shorts

Comfort over judgement, for sure

Plus I think I look cute, in a "straight" way

what's wrong with that?
David Bojay Nov 2017
to think you know someone

until you have them in your bed all figured out

I look into her eyes
(I hope they never lied)

and

see
right
through
her

with nothing to think

and less to say

about how I feel about

(her importance)
David Bojay Nov 2017
black kendrick lamar hoodie
white tall tee
creamy vest
batman sweater with a zipper on the side
grey northface jacket
different (styles)

expressed on a tuesday morning

living in a rainbow

it's good to be a little "rainbow"
David Bojay Nov 2017
browsing through my time//
neglecting moments that could've been mine//

(but that's all in my head)

can't mind what derives from the voices that want me dead//
"I love you", I should've said//

(it's always better to accept)

paint my emotions or lay in bed?//
can't no longer dread when there's so much ahead//

it's all beyond "me", rather feel gold than the lead pointed at my head//
David Bojay Nov 2017
In and out the forest//
To confess I need to reflect//
Storage in my dome//
Recollecting for a poem//
Have to think out what's important//
Broken like a door hinge/
Hanging from the cliff ends//
Envisioned in memory lane//
Before I focused on the present, living in vain//
Never knowing if myself I'll forgive//
From seeing beyond this suspenseful grid//
To experience and reflect is what I did//
Lying to the mirror, so what if you're a little weirder//
Beyond self-identification, but people are people and judge the surface//
My soul was stolen from a belief that didn't help me see beyond accepting eternity without fear and uncertainty//
Accepted death, in my "eternal" sleep I'll be awake in contemplate//
Experiencing the essence in the present just makes sense//
(walking around Walmart, typing and typing)
Hoping gave me grief//
When I reached within and confronted "myself" is when I was finally at ease//
It's a movie and I'll lead//
I wish, that you could see, through these letters put together, so that we can just "be"//
David Bojay Nov 2017
there's a science behind you//
a science you don't think about everyday//
genetics//
**** your mother, or **** your father//
or bless them//
judgement doesn't exist, so why does it matter//
words don't mean much, give what you want some meaning//
you're all that, you're not all that//
you're nobody, and that's beautiful//
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