Makayla

Makayla Nov 2018

Trust

I should've known I can't trust anyone
For they only leave in the end
No matter how many reasons they have to stay
And memories that should keep them around

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#sad #depression #sadness #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #selfharm

Makayla Nov 2018

Abandonment

You said you'd always be there
But,
You left
And now I don't know where you are
Nor do I want to look desperate searching everywhere for you

My 3rd poem about you big bro Jakey...
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#depression #sad #sadness #lonely #alone #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #selfharm #cutting

Nov 2018

lovelywildflower

haiku: fight

i don't want to fight
just do whatever you want
i don't need this pain

#haiku #fight #you

Nov 2018

lovelywildflower

here's to...

here's to ruining everything
here's to being a big **** up
here's to the blood dripping down my arms
here's to my heart breaking
here's to crying in the shower until you're numb
here's to the millions of self-harm scars that will litter my body
here's to my precious blade, i missed you so much
here's to messing up everything in my life
here's to the pain
here's to the hurt
here's to the end of it

#here #hurt #broken #pain

Nov 2018

lovelywildflower

i don't want to fight anymore

i'm tired of fighting
i spent this whole day
this whole week
this whole month
this whole year fighting
and i don't want to do it anymore
please someone come save me
please hold me
and tell me i don't need to fight so hard anymore
please tell me that i'll be okay
please

#fight

Nov 2018

lovelywildflower

i'm gone

hurting
hurting
crying
hurting
bleeding
screaming
shaking
hurting
crying
sobbing
shaking
bleeding
bleeding
bleeding
gone....

#gone #bleeding #hurting #screaming #crying #selfharm