Nov 2018
here's to ruining everything
here's to being a big **** up
here's to the blood dripping down my arms
here's to my heart breaking
here's to crying in the shower until you're numb
here's to the millions of self-harm scars that will litter my body
here's to my precious blade, i missed you so much
here's to messing up everything in my life
here's to the pain
here's to the hurt
here's to the end of it
here's to being a big **** up
here's to the blood dripping down my arms
here's to my heart breaking
here's to crying in the shower until you're numb
here's to the millions of self-harm scars that will litter my body
here's to my precious blade, i missed you so much
here's to messing up everything in my life
here's to the pain
here's to the hurt
here's to the end of it
