Have you ever tried to literally shake the thoughts of somebody out of your head?
I'm finding I do that quite a lot these days.

Tonight I think I'll write a reply to one of your songs.......

I wish I could have at least kissed you goodbye.......

If not now..... When?

When will I find someone like you again.

We've got eighty years or so to live.
And I've almost wasted 20 of them.
Then once I hit 40 I've no opportunitys to take.

So why the **** not.
I have 20 years to enjoy myself and do crazy things.



I've made my decision.
Now come a little closer babe....

I think if I woke up next to you
I'd beg to runaway.

And you've probably met a million other girls just like me.
Ones who've given you everything.
And they're probably waiting up.
Staring at the phone.
Wondering where you are....

And if you're coming home...

And what if you forgot about me the minute you boarded your flight...
Maybe that's why I'm staying awake searching for your reply...
What if love to you is just a game...
See how many 'gorgeous' girls you can *****...
Then forget their name....

I ******* fell for a man I knew two ******* days.
****.

It's 4am and I still can't sleep
My insomnia came rushing back the day I met you
I just don't wanna miss you..
Even if that's all I can do
Are my words making sense babe
Are they
Because I'm not too sure
I just keep breathing
Breathing the words
As though inhaling your sweet smell
I cannot stop thinking about you
And it's 4am
And you don't even know me.
And I don't know you.

And now you're traveling trough Europe with your 'friend'
And she's beautiful, and she's wonderful...
But you said you were all alone.
And what if she's more than a friend to you.
Where does that leave me?
Cause I've a feeling I ain't forgetting you for quite a while....
But I kinda need you to remember me too......

I've felt every single emotion while thinking about you and I've known you 5 days.

If this isn't something special then I don't know what is..

Twenty five minutes into my birthday and I'm a bit sad.........

I knew I shouldn't have let myself fall that fast that day..........

You can fall back to your hometown
Pass a billion pretty girls
Leave me wondering for years

But none of it was real darling
You meant nothing babe
And I told you that it would work
Just so you would stay

And I lost something real that day
I lost what I thought was love
I'm still writing about you
As you travel round with her.

Call me a fool but I can't help but see
Your smile
When I close my eyes..


And I must admit
I do miss you.
And I hate that I know
We will never work.