Lea, you
shared your all with me
I knew your mind, heart, insides
I wish I’d known your body
My mind wandered
when we talked about nothing in my car
last summer
I think yours did too
You told your friends about our possi
bility..

Lea you
led me on and I liked it
Played that song in the car and the chemistry was tangible
Wore the tightest top you owned
And invited me everywhere
We laid down together
and my mind whirled
I think you knew
exactly what you did to me, kitten
with a string.

Lea you
Were one of the first to know about me
I’d liked another before you
But you were my real first
And once you led my heart astray
You said I’m sorry, and went away
My sister told me you and I
were better gal-pals than girlfriends
I can’t help but think of you still,
Sometimes.

The little smirks when I think of you
you're always on my mind-
Lost in these feelings inside me
leaving a world of pain behind.
What is it about you
that I long to have you close?
And every time we go our ways
It's you I miss the most.
Each moment that I spend with you
secretly melts my heart-
The laughter and giddiness we have together
I crave when we're a part.
Is it wrong that I feel this way
of something so very new?
This unexpected emotion I feel inside
every time I think of you.

The morning rays of the sun
The freshness of the air
The sweet taste of your lips
The intoxicating smell of your body
Playing with your beautiful hair
Looking deeply into those ocean blue eyes
Watching you blush
Listening to your sweet voice
The perfect start to the day.....
I wish i get to experience this every single day of my life

I miss you and cry for you
You gave me the whole world
But I couldn't make you happy
Even yet I'm not with you.
O  Ma, O my Mama!

You are my soul Mama
You are my life,
Long live Mom, long live!
Stay safe O Ma, stay safe!

You're the cure for my pain
And the beat of my heart
But I'm careless about you
Even when you get hurt.
O  Ma, O my Mama!

Give me a little more time
Like the light of the new moon
I promise I will be with you
I'll take your tears out soon
O  Ma, O my Mama!

You are my soul Mama
You are my life,
Long live Mom, long live!
Stay safe O Ma, stay safe!

For what reason are you undertaking a thousand mile journey to Gangotri:

To take a dip in the holy Ganga?

Listen hey God seeker, just days back the clouds that traveled over your head, gently, right here, are now flowing down the slopes  of Himalayas as the sacred Ganga at Gangotri.

Hey God seeker....  If you get yourself drenched in the showers the passing clouds produce right here, it is as holy as the dip in the sacred Ganga at Gangotri, situated thousands of miles away from where you live.

In your eyes
lost
flecked
with amber fire
igniting
my fuse
burning
burning
burning
for your touch
in your eyes
found
deeply sensual
rich forest floor
ground
anchoring
me
to your
wanting body
in your eyes
sparking
falling
falling
falling
in deep with you
drawn into
this vortex
you are
my magnetar
locked in twin orbit
giddy with love
electrified with desire
as you spin me
higher
higher
higher
pulse thundering
in my head
my skin on fire
the brush of your lips
graze of your teeth
stroke of your
fingertips
feeding
breeding
consumed by
an illuminated
desire

when it is
so intensely charged
this way
when all sounds
each breath of wind
every colour in the day
serves only
to pull me to you
I burn for you
with a white hot flame
my heartbeats
pound out
your name
with ferocious might
I tremble
certain
your lightest touch
will see me dissolve
into particles
of shimmering golden light
becoming
the fired amber flecks
in your eyes

© J.C.

Your life may be turned upside down right now.
But through this you are still standing strong here.
Your life might look dark at this very moment too.
But this is when your Light within shines it brightest.
Your world around may seem more lonely then before.
But when all this turmoil is done you shall have many friends.
Because God has used you to reveal that you is his child.