Peeking up from underneath,
Good grief for what I have become,
I have become nothing
with the qualities of no one
The crisp darkness peers into my inner being
So skin clinching,
Unfit to focus on what I am Becoming to be

My sins forget me not
But God has already forgot me
Clinched to the darkness he lets me rot

Eyes of devastation shatter like winter winds
Bending and breaking as darkness takes me as his friend
I can begin running,
But he's always one step ahead,
Looking behind his shoulder I'm chasing him*...

A cry from this aching pain,
Unable to retain my voice,
only a screech for help
In this world of hell,
I only mock myself

Can only comprehend,
what this world has been,
Can only fight my own,
A cry for help,
I can't do it on my own

Masking the pain,
Against my will I am chained
To the satanic music,
I am drained
From the screams inside,
A life that is hard to retain
But my only thought is
This aching pain

These feelings & emotions
Feel as if they are Infused inside,
A depressed state of mind  
Discovering myself is the hardest rhyme,
I drown in every hide tide
Never able to win
Restraining the pain within
My blood drys thin
Noise mutters from the hells next door
Waves crashing at the shore
Of my brittle skin
Crying on the edges of hell  
A heart that can't mend
Handling what I can't hold in
I swallow down my sins

Trapped by the Devils touch
Blinded in all the lights,
Surrounded in all these lies,
I think the Devils calling me
Good bye...

Aim for not the visions
but the real parts of me
Aiming for what is real
and not distorting me

Blank pages,
Wrapped around my unmade mind
what kind of world do I live
Where I Should be able to untwine my mind
past the Devils lies
Because he didn't enclose me for centuries,
stand me alone in this cold cell
not knowing my own path,
was going be hell

Stuck in denial that my own spirit
was gonna to be taken
For My family,
Their going to be left vacant
The Devil was going to leave me to be unfound
Leaving my missing body naked