You hugged the smell of cigarettes
Stroked my scarred body
Called my early morning hours beautiful
Drank my silly words
Kissed my hidden sorrow

You always loved my damage

If I held out my hand
would you take it ?
it's warmth ready to permeate your soul
but what would it tell you of me ?
the scar on my finger
the wrinkling skin
the crooked pinkie
the gnarl on my thumb
stories to be told
if you would only take hold.

i ******* hope you never forget me
i hope you ***** my words at 2 am
i hope my face haunts you in your sleep
i hope i ******* turned your life around
i hope i challenged you
i hope i crashed your world
i hope i was a hurricane
i hope you were addicted to me
i hope you hated me
i hope i was your ******* nightmare
so that you would never forget the deep mark i left

i wake up
(you aren't next to me)
i get up
(your eyes hold the universe)
i walk the city streets
(your lips as soft as petals)
i go to sleep
(your smile)
i dream
(your beauty)
(your voice)
(your kiss)

You know so little about space
Yet, stars are burning brighter than you could imagine
There are more constellations than you know of
There could be life you will never see

You know so little about my love