chitragupta

Mar 2019

Empire

Conflict

My greatest struggle
Is my body's natural desire
To attain control
Because my spirit
Aches
For release
With a reckless abandon

I want nothing more
Than to be freed from all
Which binds me
To forget my
Inhibitions
And to experience
Indulgence

#desire #control #life #self #spirit #conflict #struggle #anxiety #disorder

Mar 2019

Empire

Irony

Everything in me
That is alive
Vibrant
Full of feeling
Filled with life
Is also
Infatuated
By all that is dead
And dying
What numbs
And what hurts

#irony #life #death #self #numb #dead #alive #feel

chitragupta Mar 2019

Mistake

I admit
I made
a mistake
But the only one I owe
an apology to
is myself
So there's no reason
for you
to wait
If I said
I'm sorry
that's not how I felt

#unapologetic #dark #moody #mistake