There was once a blackbird with a sadness in her heart
Who had a song hidden within tearing her apart
So one day when she had enough
She put on her brave face and got tough.
Her song went like this :

Why is the truth so hard to tell
When you know I know you oh, so well.
You see, you think you've had me fooled all along ?
I think that commends,  for a round of applause!
For your acting was quite great.
Please don't allow your ego to inflate.
Because what you did was quite  cruel.
A soul with no moral concept of the basic  golden rule.
I choked on the lies that were told.
On the hurt that you bestowed.
Upon an innocent bird, whose undying love always endured.
I thought I was broken,
for  the necessary words that were never spoken.
But, I'm no longer a victim of circumstance
for I have been given a second chance to see...
That the truth I needed to hear was  always in me.
So the beautiful blackbird was able to heal.
Finally able to know what was truly real.
She soared up high forever singing her truth of love and the power it has to forgive all lies.

There is a cosmic explosion of ******* that occur when you make love to me through my soul and not just my physical being.

You make me fly high as if i owned a pair of wings.

You truly see me and accept the vulnerability of who I am.

Creating butterflies that float around in my diaphragm.

Oh how you ******* with love and pleasure.

Filling me with a love that couldn't make me feel any braver.

You give me reason to believe.

Creating a bliss in me that I never knew I could achieve.

This cosmic love of ours shows me that you were meant to be mine.

Allowing me to see the inner works of the true divine.

sometimes i feel like im going blind by all the radiance that illuminates  when im looking into your eyes
They are a mirroR of what you hold deep inside
A reflection of the inner beauty of your divine self .
however, you question it every time by allowing others to dictate how you see yourself
I f only you could see what i see when im looking into your eyes .
They are an ocean of ecstasy
A  mystery filled with intrigue
that pulls you in with magnetism
intoxicating you with a view so precious to stare at
That they liberate you with all the love and harmony that they have to offer.
How i wish you could see what i see when i look into your eyes.
For they shine like a luminous light
That will forever be bright .
So i close mine at night and yours will continue to haunt me every time.

I don't know if you've noticed but the fall leaves dance.
How they dance a beautiful dance.
They fall from up above
Twirling in all their magnificent wonder
Gentle and free spirited
They dance in every direction the wind blows
They bid farewell to their true love the tree.
But don't be sad for the fall leaves are dancing a dance of transition.
They rejoice in acceptance of life's constant changes.

My passion consumes me in flames that burn as bright as the sun.
It drives me to places I've never imagined being
Allowing me to express the creative goddess within me
Setting me free to be who I was meant to be
It motivates  me to achieve the impossible
Giving me the opportunity to receive what life has to offer
It strengthens  me when I think I can  no longer  go on  
Making me believe in the me I always wanted to be
Its in my soul  
Its in every fiber of my being  
i am passion

I  no longer have room for all the hurt and sadness that you make
For the lies  that left me feeling betrayed.  
Leading me astray from the confident girl I once was
To a sad one who only saw her flaws
You will no longer have that power to make me feel so low
Because it's time for me to take back control
For I am not the things you say or lies you create
But a goddess who is filled with so much love
All thanks to the lord up above
For always reminding of the beauty of forgiveness
To not give into the ignorance  
For forgiveness is not for those who treapass against us  
But for ourselves  to not go nuts
I am the love and light of this world
Ready to rediscover that bright eyed beautiful girl
For God has opened my eyes to see
That I must leave it all in his hands to live, let go, and just be
So I can finally learn what it truly means to be free

I will make love to you through the words I speak.

I will teach you to trust the beauty this life has to offer.

I will shine a light on your heart and be the lighthouse that brings you safe to shore to be reunited in my arms.

I will Ignite the flames of desire that burn a fiery crimson red  that represent our aching  hearts.

Healing our souls through the caresses and kisses we plant
Creating seeds that make our love grow strong and fruitful

Touching every inch of our bodies  with the intent to feel the love flowing out of our beings

Please me in ways  I never imagined I can reach.
In return, I will make you reach new levels of pleasure, that make you come over and over again from the ecstasy we partake

With the love we create  all the chaos and madness seem to just fade away

You cannot see her but I still do.
For she is a memory of a once magnificent dream.
A dream were we would dance.
Dancing a dance that would leave us enchanted in a beautiful trance.
Bringing forth a revelation that gave me a glimpse of galaxies filled with pure bliss and ecstasy.
A love that was brought by the wonders of synchronicity and destiny.
That led me to a state of complete serenity.

How happy she made me, how I loved her so
but I had to set her free and ultimately let her go.
In order for me to plant the seeds that needed to be sown.
To truly learn to live and to grow.

You cannot see her, but I still do.
Always being reminded of a love that was  genuine, whole, and so pure.
Forever intertwined into my soul.
She will remain in my memories safe and secure.

Mother nature,
How amazing she can be so strong and very  unpredictable.
The rolling of her thunder reminds me of the power she has.
Its like a rage she has held in for so long
erupting, letting out all she has held in.
After the explosion, she lets out a painful cry that is felt through the pouring rain.
A cry that has been needed to cleanse her soul of all the hardships she has had.
She lets go of the pain felt from the heartaches
From the loss she has suffered
From all the disappointments life has offered.
She is finally free and lets the beautiful sun come out
To bring in the light of a new day that has the possibility of bringing in new love , new hope and better days.

Oh how she sings a lullaby to me every night to comfort me through those lonesome nights
Her luminous eyes gaze at us
like a mother watching over her children
She has a tenderness that is felt through her pull
A part of us that we wouldn't be able to live without
Infecting us with love through her bright beautiful being
Brightening our nights when we are in need
Affecting us through her constant changing phases
Constantly there for us
never to leave our side  
Always, till the day we die
She is love 
She is my soul 
she is my moon

This isolation has led me to find myself through meditation.
hidden beneath the ego that has held me captive  
Locked away in a cage that always left me looking at things so tragic
Needing to realize that there is beauty in the tragedies I face
That ultimately lead me to find my  state of grace
To embrace my  spirituality
Knowing that I come from spiraling galaxies
Makes everything else seem like  small trivialities
We are infinite sources of  wisdom that continue to grow
In an ocean with an amazing spontaneous flow  
Filled with breath taking waves that never endlessly wash up to shore
That create in me a state of awe and wonder wanting  to know  and see more  
To explore  the ins and outs  of the core of my soul
To let go of all  my fears and doubts
To know what life's truly all about
For it isn't the materialistic things I have  that makes me exuberantly glad.
But the love and compassion I  give
That make this life so incredibly  grand.

"Oh love... it's funny how such a small word can have a variety of feelings all felt in that one word.
Feelings of ecstasy of wanting you to conquer the entire universe.
Feelings of joy and contentment that allow you to exist and resonate your entire being.
Making you do things you never thought possible.
It can change your world in an instant in the most amazing ways and wreck it all at the same time.
It can be quite hilarious
making you brighten up with a smile that could lighten up an entire city :)
Love can make you feel pangs of jealousy
That sink you into an ocean of sorrow.
It can make you feel low at times , but when you truly know the meaning of love you learn that those feelings are not what matter
with something as powerful as love is , those feelings are consumed by all the positiveness it has to offer.
Love oh how peculiar you can be
Seen through the eyes of those around you
at the same time be so invisible but felt in the soul
Love can be heard in the words  spoken by those we cherish
through the kindness of a stranger
Its experienced through a hug that can lift you higher than anything else
It can be smelled through the essence of another
Tasted through the lips of our significant other
hmmm... it's funny how such a small word like LOVE has a remarkable way of being bigger than anything we could ever imagine."

There's a knot in my throat
That fills me with tears that drown me not allowing me to float.
Causing me to lose hope in everything I believed to once be true .
Making  me feel like the world's biggest fool.
I've never felt this low.
Contemplating cutting my ears off like Vincent Van Gogh.
Just so I would no longer have to hear those lies .
So I could be free to be the owl who once spread her wings across that starry night sky.

You were never there when I needed you the most .
Its as if  I became invisible, just merely a ghost.
Your lies and your selfish ways showed me all the reasons i should've never stayed.
But now I see that your love was never good enough for me.
That I deserve someone who will make me feel as if we were meant to be.
I can finally open the cage  you left me in and set myself free.
Free to love again to see things through brand new eyes.
Realizing that I should never give up, but try.
I'm filled with a peace now that allows me to live and just be.
I know now that the love I longed for was never in you but, always within me.