Lose lose
Or win win
I'll die on the hill
Of what could have been

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No one will be there
To witness me leaping
But they'll line up in droves
To judge me and my chosen ending

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It doesn't matter how much unconditional love I give
I'll never get it back
I'll never know that feeling
But it still doesn't stop me from giving it

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I don't want to die
But every night
I wish to not wake up
I wish to no longer fight

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living life at the end of my rope
feet desperately hunting for solid ground
afraid of the day I won't be able to cope
when death knocks it doesn't always make a sound
i struggle to convince myself of hope
while the good side of life barely comes around
day to day is generally a slippery *****
if not sliding down
it's just 'round and 'round you go
on this rickety merry-go-round

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I've never felt the comfort of being comfortable enough to be me
...
Do you know what that's like?
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Like floating dead center of the deepest sea
...
And trying to ride a mangled bike
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Like climbing to the weakest part of the tallest tree
...
Then stepping out to start the hike
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I can't locate the key to unlock any different reality
...
Try as I might
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So I struggle significantly to just be the Jeremy others want to see
...
When I don't even know if that Jeremy is someone I like

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I'm not happy here
With you
Yeah you know it's true
You feel my destain for you

But you hate me too
You do
Don't even try and lie
I'm rubber, you're glue

So we sit in blue
And stew
Thinking 'bout revenge
This trend is nothing new

Then it's you get me
And I get you
The toxic back and forth
Means we'll never get through

It's just what we do
It's pathetic to
Those who have to see
What we put each other through

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