to friends and members on this site
I wish a joyful starry night
great company, good food, champagne,
no resolutions that are vain,
to welcome yet another year
and celebrate that we're still here

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a mere look from you,
my heart is breaking in two,
why do you do this?

My love for you was to be gold,
But to you it was silver that had to be sold.
You broke my heart in half,
And now it seems impossible for me to laugh.
My love for you was true,
but yours was a bunch of gue.
You shattered me down,
And played me like a clown.
How could you?
You made my life so blue.
My love for you was nothing more to you than a game.
So now I sit here looking at myself in shame.
You were a lie,
And now my heart wants to die.

Why did I fell in love with you?
Why did I let you have my heart?
Why did I let you have my first kiss?
Why did I let you through my walls of trust?
Why did I let you be the reason I smiled?
Why did you betray me?
Why did you "love" me?
Why did you break my heart?
Why did you want to have my first kiss?
Why did I let you break my walls of trust?
Why did you make me frown just by hearing your name?
Why?

I just wanna know why.