As I take a single finger
And slam it on a key
The boy across the room
Looks across and smiles at me
A single ringing volume
In the single note of G
And we share a deep connection
Beyond all and anything

Get out of my head
Stop making a nest
Of my fears
Of my hates
Of my pain

I show a strange fascination
In those I leave behind
And those who leave me wondering
What answers I will find

Will you seek me?
Did you?
Do you share my thoughts?
Do I follow pointlessly?

It's probably right the way that we drifted apart
Though I don't care for dancing around each other like a dying art

I cried for you
last night and the
only thing that
bothers me  

is that you'll never know why.

I know my words are silent
When they fall upon your mind
And you don't know how you see me
For behind a screen I hide
I know who you are hurting
Though they don't know they know me
And I don't want to scare you
The way that you scare me

I'll remain here hidden
But helping if I can
Anonymously searching
For a way to grab your hand

When you don't want to say
But you secretly think
More than hope
You know you deserve
But they don't give
And it's pain
Stabbing through your
Stomach
Eyes
Chest