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Can you still say you're lonely
When you're the one keeping others out?
I keep pushing people away....
Sometimes
You can be surrounded by people
And still feel lonely

Sometimes
You can be with people you love
And still feel lonely

I just
am
I feel like I've been stabbed in the chest. Idk why
Lonelyness is the feeling of having a vaccum in my whole body and soul..
I don't complain very often
But I hate being lonely
Have I gone mad
(I'll ask myself)

It can't be normal to think this much
(I'll tell myself)

If only I wasn't so vulnerable
(I'll blame myself)

STOP IT
(I'll scold myself)

I'm worth the time
(I'll encourage myself)

I'm valuable
(I'll remind myself)

Think positively & Trust in God
(I'll challenge myself)

I'll be okay
(I assure myself)

REPEAT
How most of my days star off.
When you left me
My friends gathered around.
Living without her won’t **** you.
They said.
But what won’t **** me
Aches day and night inside my chest.
What won’t **** me
Has tears running down my face.
What won’t **** me
Fills me with scars that never heal.
What won’t **** me
Makes me hide away from the world
What won’t **** me
Makes me want to **** myself.
Here's how I see it,
We're not perfect,
We're young and make mistakes,
We've both done regrettable things,
Both been through way too much ****,
But at the end of the day when we came together
We could both smile,
And don't even try to say
That your smile wasn't real,
It may not have always been genuine
But more often than not,
When we woke up entwined
That smile on your face,
It was real,
It was the most breathtakingly real thing
That I have ever had the honor to witness.
 Sep 2015 Arian Ignacio
Dangle
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 Sep 2015 Arian Ignacio
Dangle
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When was the last time you appreciate life?
The last time you just sit still,
And observe everything around you
And just collide with the world?
I think the world is still a beautiful place in spite of the pain and everything. You just have to look deeper and closer.
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