He said Talking to you makes me feel like such an *******,
and I replied with the fact that I'm not doing anything, maybe it's just you.
If the shoe fits and it looks nice, I'm not telling you to take it off Cinderella.
Don't you have to be somewhere at midnight?
Not trying to be rude, I just don't have the will for this fight.
Just please, please, let it go tonight.

Am I doing the right thing?
Somewhere down the lines got blurred, and I should go home, if I knew where one was, or for that matter anything.

I run my vacuum late at night,
I have no other time I know for others it's not a delight.
I just don't see why it's not socially acceptable,
to understand not all people have the same schedule.

I guess I'm a hoodlum,
just because I sleep all day and work all night.
I'm just a dumb kid, and nothing I will ever do is right.

Truth is I'm so **** tired, and too old for this.
Don't ever let anyone guilt you for a single moment of bliss.

Sometimes people want to be alone, and that's okay.
but in a break up someones always gotta be painted to be the bad guy.
You didn't do anything wrong, but you started it.
You might as well end it.

Who stabs someone only halfway?
Pierce the heart, push that blade in all the way.
Don't be shy now, there's no time to cry.
You know they'll still bleed anyway.

He said Talking to you makes me feel like such an *******,
and I replied with the fact that I'm not doing anything, maybe it's just you.
If the shoe fits and it looks nice, I'm not telling you to take it off Cinderella.
Don't you have to be somewhere at midnight?
Not trying to be rude, I just don't have the will for this fight.
Just please, please, let it go tonight.

I'll always miss the light in your eyes,
sweet distance I've cherished from you and your lies,
but you're not Malicious, it was me who was lost.
I'd hesitate and stumble not knowing the cost.

My heart's still beating so fast-
Stationary Vibrations
That I thought wouldn't last.

and I'm not even moving, anymore.

Is this not over?
My stomach feels like a washing machine,
as I await a gain of closure,
but from action. If you only knew what I mean.

A rainy night like this, so dark and familiar.
My intentions are 180,
yet I still lack an emotional filter.

What's done is done,
but my mind won't stay in line,
it wanders, and wonders.
Did I even make you ponder?

Message from a bottle, a bracelet to give away,
an apology off my chest,
and an instrumental sentiment to replace what I had bust.

Although I'm still hectic,
I've learned through times chaotic
that there is controlled madness,
a deep understanding found in the most lingering sadness.

I will always forgive you, even though I mean nothing to you.

I'll always miss the light in your eyes,
sweet distance I've cherished from you and your lies,
but you're not Malicious, it was me who was lost.
I'd hesitate and stumble not knowing the cost.

Now photos haunt me like corpses,
memories frozen in time.
Souls at some point in their lives
both melancholic, and sublime.

Trying to be free spirited,
is harder with a heart of lead.
I shut down, quiet but responsible
for the thoughts in my head.

My biggest weakness,
I don't leave things in silence.
Even if they're past pretense,
you can't humiliate someone who has no shame.
I'm so done with this game,
but I can't stop playing for fear of not breathing.

So I'll isolate in my leaving,
and wait til I rot down to my core.
No matter how many books I read to escape,
I'm still haunted by the symbols within the lore,
a foretold romance gone black and full of sorrow.
Give your mind a break, but emotional scars will still be there tomorrow.

There is no cure, that is for sure
to rid me of this sadness.
I've perhaps died in another dimension,
or reality and my life is purely bogus,
a dying dream.
You were thing the only thing as real as you seem.

Although I'm still hectic,
I've learned through times chaotic
that there is controlled madness,
a deep understanding found in the most lingering sadness.

Keep every journal, fill every page.
So one day you may read them to the world on stage.
Resist avoiding cofrontation or live your life in a cage.

How can someone expect to go anywhere without any baggage?
You can't help the world until you've learned through your own damage.

I will love and respect every rock, stranger, and tree.
I will love every enemy who'd never forgive me.
These forces shape you and me, every miracle and calamity.

Maybe at the end of it all, our souls just evaporate into sunshine,
and we've been fighting for no reason all along;

If you want a rainbow,
you need to tolerate the rain.
You want power?
Learn to love your pain.
Accept no other definition of life but your own,
but keep an open mind.
Without evil you wouldn't recognize peace.
If you never know hatred you wouldn't know kind.


You say I make you light as air,
when it's just you.
You are the wind,
I am a river running alongside.
With passionate fire,
we could make clouds for the whole world to see.
Our DNA may dance in different patterns,
but we are still connected.
Our brainwaves might be different,
but we're tuned into the same station.
All is in motion, seen or not.
All that we are is all that we've got

If you want a rainbow,
you need to tolerate the rain.
You want power?
Learn to love your pain.
Accept no other definition of life but your own,
but keep an open mind.
Without evil you wouldn't recognize peace.
If you never know hatred you wouldn't know kind.

Take imagination from the Human species.
See a bird with no beak or wings.
A book with no creases.
See a kingdom with no peasants or kings.
A car with no engine.
Imagination is passion, passion has personality.
Strangers are real, love is necessity.
Hot like fire, burning with desire.

If you want a rainbow,
you need to tolerate the rain.
You want power?
Learn to love your pain.
Accept no other definition of life but your own,
but keep an open mind.
Without evil you wouldn't recognize peace,
If you never knew hatred you wouldn't know kind.

Trust issues are probably the worst weakness a person can have,because most will go their whole lives believing it's strength.
Didn't anyone ever tell you secrets are only secret when they're between you and your grave?
You shut people out for your own mistakes, then act like it's brave.

Ignorance can be found in those who look down on intelligence, and is created by those set in their way.
Negativity breeds it,
Hate feeds it,
Silence makes it stay-

I guess your mind's too far closed to ever really hear me,
I tried, you lied.
You like to think your opinion is law, the one and only,
I'm not surprised that deep inside you're sad and lonely.

Ignorance can be found in those who look down on intelligence, and is created by those set in their way.
Negativity breeds it,
Hate feeds it,
Silence makes it stay-

So I'll leave, I'll go.
**** on my name,
I'll be too busy to know.
Hung up on trivial issues,
he, she, we,
I'm over here just chillin,
me and myself
all I need to be happy.

Ignorance can be found in those who look down on intelligence, and is created by those set in their way.
Negativity breeds it,
Hate feeds it,
Silence makes it stay-

No one is just strange without reason,
you just lack empathy.
I don't tell you how to live your life.
I don't need your sympathy.

Social hierarchy is not a priority.

I am a glorified earthworm, born to live and fertilize the soil.
We are the same, separated by ego,
**** it with grace, and proceed to be.

Starwebs in the night sky, long legged Milky way,
strollin' on through,
spinning galaxy webs for the world to see.

Your ship is powered by time itself.
Not on predicting it's movements,
but by being able to live in the now.
Without Question.

Our feelings seem as though they're always changing,
but really all feeling is Passion with different personalities.

The same, in many forms but different names.