I dont have a ******* clue,
What am I supposed to do?
I guess im just ******,
So I keep on hurting you.

A fool, an *******, a psychopath,
Is that what I am?
Is that what I 'll be?
Don't want any of this,
Don't want to be me.

Thought **** was well,
Thought **** was good.
**** wasn't well,
**** wasn't good.

Only fooled myself,
Pretended to be happy
Acted as if it was fine.
All was ruined in time.
Ruined..... ruined...
This messed up mind of mine.

All gets ruined in time.
Ruined.. Ruined..
As is this mind of mine.

The most amazing girl I had ever met;
yet I was too stupid to see.

I regret what I did;
I'm sorry for the way I used to be.
It's not who I am anymore;
That monster wasn't really me.

How was I able to treat you like this...
While I felt so good during our first kiss..

I broke your heart...
Even though you loved me from the start...

Now I'm laying here crying my heart out;
Thinking, will you ever forget?
Will you forever feel pain and regret?

I don't want to lose you;
Let me make up for all the ****.
I truly never wanted to hurt you like this,
Yet I did an even now I still unwillingly do.

You're as beautiful as cherry blossom drifting trough the air.
I love your deep eyes, your soft lips,
your perfect body and your dark hair.
When I'm with you all I can do is stare.
Stare at your mesmerizing beauty.

I know you will never believe me, but it's true...
You're amazing and I love you.

You wonder and wonder, but never discover.
Go find out for yourself, that which this world has to offer.

Oh foolish child, stop being so scared.
Do the things no other before you ever even dared.