his heart is the present
that's wrapped beautifully
with tenderness and tragedy
and I am celebrating
my birthday everytime
he opens his mouth
saying he loves me

just like that
you jumped off the edge
crossing every red lines I drew
when I said I gave up on you

I saw you broke your own borders
cause you wanted to try harder;
you need to dive into my heart properly
so that I can see how much you love me

last night I met him again
in our relationship of uncertain
when the rain was pouring
to act in place of my crying

from time to time he rewinds
the sweetest pain I left behind
with toxic love behind his line
he kissed me like his heart is mine

only the sound of the rain
and the beat of my heart
there he was
standing in front of my door
soaking wet to the floor
maybe it was a mirage
from the cold I was having
even so
his ice-cold touch
were melting my fever lips
when he asked me
to love him with all I am

that light hair color
the crusade necklace
and the way he behaves like a brat
whenever I make a sad face
I like them all, all of him
especially how he cling on to me
leaning his head to mine like a cat
he got me thinking,
I might have fallen for him
I fall in love with an idiot

but, my darling
I'd steal health from Hygieia
**** Clotho for your thread of life
and let the Gods forbid me
breathing inside this galaxy
because you, your existence,
means a lot more important
than the all the beauty
they could ever offer me

and so I thought
what is the point of living
when all you can do is
watching the people you love
dying?