Breathe me like the time
you inhaled right before
our very first kiss

The one thing you probably don't realize
is that when you decided to chose yourself
above us—what we had and what we were
I forced myself to choose me, too
and when I did, I was crawling above the damages
of what remains from our love
step by step until I break
cause baby we both know for sure
that if we stay 'friends' or whatever you call it
I'll be the only person who's irrationally staying in love
and you won't give a **** about that
Funny, we are a pair of selfish people
who's saving ourselves by hurting others
yet we're unable to stay together

Value your worth
with or without cloth
how you dress or undress
doesn't define who you are
you are beautiful
in both ways
you deserve to be respected
and treated like the golden rose
fancy, rare, and desirable on display
smack the *******
who ever tell you otherwise

In the most connotative way
he kisses my red nose
and surprises me with the fact
that I actually have options
to stare out at the cold hope
*or to make him my full stop

Is it too big of a favor
to rewind the time

when we were together
in your dark room
with your long stare
deep into my soul
as you sit on the cold floor
with your heart open
while I wore your t-shirt
and listening to the silence
then you circled your arms
around my hips
and use my tummy
for a pillow

and play that one moment
on repeat
in slow motion

After 26 days
I realize that I was not in the right place
to make any decision for both of us
I also realize that being in love with you
is a choice that I keep on making
every single day

I am God's masterpiece of art and
The Queen of my mind and heart