I don't want you to see the beauty in me
I want you to see beauty

I thought it was you

But it was silver lined clouds
Whisps of hair in the wind
A haze around the moon
And sunshine on my skin
It was the afterglow
That helped me realize
My inner lightness
Without the weight of your lies

Whether it be the suns rays
A heartbeat or brisk days
A moment of incandesce
A heart full of love
Or a mind at peace
Bask in its light
For everything is finite

I've stood where you stand
Heart in my hand
Begging to be loved
But it's never enough

You can't create matter from nothingness
You can't make yourself matter in an empty heart

I try to think what I would want
I try to remember what I wanted
All I can come up with is what I didn't want

I didn't want to lose my best friend

You and I both know you never quit while you're ahead
You either never start or this will be how things end

He held my gaze a few seconds
But not long enough for me to hold on

Kiss me gently
**** me intensely
**** me earnestly
Kiss me fervently
You could kiss me any way
You could **** me any way
I’d melt either way