nothing is real but one.
one life, one boy.
he is
reflection;
sun bounding from the waves because with
out him I am
colorless.
he is
the moon,
amplified.
sending tsunamis through my blood and
music through my bones
he is
the sole purpose for my survival
he is
the classic euphoria.
shoving such meaning down my throat.
in permanent refuge,
I swim to his boat but
he does not lift me up.
he jumps,
and together we swim
to shore.
penniless,
together,
love.

with tears in my eyes
        I begged you to stay
             you said
             "hey man,
I love you.
but no ******* way."

razors pain you
rivers are damp
acid stains you
drugs cause cramps
guns aren't lawful
nooses give
gas smells awful,
you might as well live.

but i think
what scares me most is
if i wake up one day
and forgot my own
name

i'd probably still remember                                                                       yours