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 Jun 2015 alison
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Memento
 Jun 2015 alison
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"How can you say that he loved you?"
He gave me something
To remember for a lifetime

"That's not enough.
They'll fade soon."
But how could they fade?

All the medications they gave
Procedures they made
These scars won't ever grow away

They won't grow tired
Of showing me how he loved me
And how strong his love was

"You should let them go."
How could I do such thing when
Skinning myself is the only way?

I can't stop loving my scars
And it doesn't mean loving him
It's their purpose that they give me everytime

In my hour of solitude
And when I thought that I'm nothing
They remind me that someone once loved me

"You're delusional!"*
How could I be when they're the ones that help me to get through?
It is something I had from him
That I never had from all of you
 Jun 2015 alison
AM
A Thank You Note
 Jun 2015 alison
AM
So she found a smile
In the ruin of her broken heart
As it turned out
He puzzled up her pieces
And made her
Herself
In the most delicate way
No one could ever does
 Jun 2015 alison
Creep
Untitled
 Jun 2015 alison
Creep
He came into my bedroom last night,
As I curled up,
Burrowed deep into the covers
Searching for his arms.
In my head were demons
Chasing little me around.
He came in.
He banished them away,
Tall, beautiful.
Mine.
Above me, he stared at me as I dreamt
Of his eyes,
That mesmerizing voice
Soothing my fear...
He stared one last time.
He leaned down,
And kissed me.
Supple, soft.
Endearingly, as if I was as fragile as I looked,
As if I would break.
He forgot everything I've been through
While I lay, vulnerable.
He kissed me anyways,
Those tender lips...
He took away all the shivers
And took me away to a land far away,
A safer place.

But he stood up, and walked out the door afterwards.
To go to his own safe place.
Somewhere no one could hurt him,
Somewhere no one would come for him.

He just forgot to take me with him.
Transatlanticism
By death cab for cutie
 Jun 2015 alison
GaryFairy
i am here
 Jun 2015 alison
GaryFairy
there's no nutrition for my being
what i need is what they're keeping
the pain won't ease, laying, bleeding
i am here, weak and weeping

there are no dreams that i'm seeing
a vacant dream is how i'm sleeping
i can't proceed in the life i'm leading
i am here, weak and weeping
 Jun 2015 alison
Ruzica Matic
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 Jun 2015 alison
Ruzica Matic
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I woke up rainy one day
with storm in my eyes
my feet already wearing boots

I was ready to wade
into the river
to tear up nets
set by strange hands
break the barriers
keeping the current captive

then leave wet footprints
on the shore
with the wind leashed
by my side
a loyal wolf
dog eyed and only half wild
 Jun 2015 alison
byeseecall
That she look so "eye-calming"
With her hand holding the phone
Those fingers
How beautiful and graceful they are
She seems lost in her own thoughts
Her eyes was looking
Outside the window
Enjoying the mid-morning lights
With good music blasting
In the car
That makes you drown
Into some deep thinking ****

Just by lookin at her
I can feel the calm
Feels like to keep her safe
Safe in my arms

If only I could grab your body
Pull you closer to me
Have your head on my shoulder
And whishper to your ear
Tell you how much
I need you.

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