A blanket of gold
swaying in light summer breeze
source of food for all

I went into work today,

straight away this boy wanted to play,

it brought a smile to my face,

I had only just walked into the place.

You need to get dressed first young man,

then we can make a plan.

So I helped him take a shower,

it only took us an hour.

He put on his favourite top,

and down the corridor he hopped.

Next thing he was lying on the floor,

he wasn't having fun any more.

I went and spoke to him to keep him carm,

I told him to tell it to go away, then it couldn't do him no harm.

his eyes finally focused on me,

and a little smile I could see.

Come on champ you wanted to play,

we can't do that if here we stay.

so he got to his feet,

whilst I thought of something as a treat.

how about we make a den?

then your can invite in your friends.

can we stay in for a snack?

I'm sure I can make some lunch packs.

We were just finishing the finally touch,

but today we weren't having much luck.

My little friend started to shake,

it made my heart ache.

This time it went on abit long,

and all his energy was gone.

so I helped him to bed

and got someone to give him some meds.

Just laying there so still,

I hated to see him so ill.

but a few hours later on

he was sitting up, singing a song.

I hated that I had to go home,

but I knew he wouldn't be alone.

just before I left,

this is what he said,

I'm sorry we didn't get to finish the game,

my illness is such a pain.

maybe another day,

longer ill be able to play.

This boy is amazing you see,

I don't thing I could be so strong if it happened to me.

He seizures are every day,

but not once have I heard him say.

That he isn't happy,

or that he's feeling ******,

he lives life to the full,

and gives everything he does he's all.

I'm sorry I didn't get to say goodbye,

but nobody told me, I still ask why.

Not everybody agreed with us you see,

but I wish they could of just let us be,

I was still very young,

I didn't realise what I had done.

By falling in love with you,

I managed to hurt a few.

So I listened to what people said,

instead of what was going on in my head.

Now I know it was wrong,

but it's to late you are already gone,

the moments we spent together,

I will remember for ever.

Cause you were the one,

that taught me a relationship should be fun,

if I could reverse the hours,

I would do everything within my powers,

to have seen you that one last time,

whispered to you that you should have be mine,

that didn't get to be,

cause nobody told me.

Now I have a family of my own,

but sometimes when I'm alone,

I think of how you might of felt,

if  I had gotten to tell you how you made my heart melt.

Together again one day we will be

god will make it happen, just you wait and see.

You all know about the house in the woods,

Well it wasn't really made from sweets and all things good.

It's really made up of people's souls,

their bodies left to wonder the forest no longer whole.

They try and scare the children away,

because they know too well what happens if they linger and stay.

The witches cooking up dark magic inside,

using it to keep them alive.

They pray on the child's imaginative mind,

As they know curiosity kills our kind.

Everybody loves to check out the story,

looking for some glory.

To be the first to prove it a lie,

but til this day, it hasn't happened because all have died.

I lay in wait,

for the dead of night,

to come visit you,

and hold you tight.

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I seep into your dreams,

you sense it I know,

tossing and turning,

but you can't make me go.

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I know you secret,

I know what you've done,

the smile on your face,

as you killed each one.

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Cut them up,

hid them away,

keeping a small token,

to remember the day.

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I'm telling you now,

your time is nearly here,

you're going to regret,

all those girls you went near.

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He's going to make you,

feel all of their pain,

then he'll drag you to hell,

to relive it over and over again.

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So on this night of halloween,

you had better watch you step,

the devil will be coming for you,

to make you his new play pet.

Tell them you love them,

tuck them safely up at night.

Tell them to have sweet dreams,

until the morning light.

Tell them stories of times gone by,

let them know they were the apple of their mother's eye.

Show them how to love,

like you showed me,

be the dad you always promised to be.

Tell them about the birds and bees

I really shouldn't laugh,

but I always imagined that one, would be down to me.

Don't be scared when along comes their first crush,

just think of me and you,

our folks made such a fuss.

When the time comes and they ask about me

tell them our story,

how our love came to be.

They will be so proud of you ,

I know this,

because I was always proud of you too.

Tell them you love them,

tuck them up safely at night,

Tell them about the stars,

when they shine real bright.

Tell them stories about you and me,

Tell them in their hearts I will always be.

I'm scared to go to sleep,

incase tonight my end I meet.

Why is it always just before bed,

that things start happening in my head?

I can feel it coming,

my head starts humming,

but it never gives me time,

to call out or give a sign.

if I'm lucky and someone is there,

I feel happier because I know they care.

you see, I can still hear everything that is said,

even though other things are going on in my head.

I wish they would find a cure,

then I wouldn't have to worry any more.

Then I could go out and play,

knowing I would be seizure free everyday.