Since i've met you Aydan,
i havent been able to get you out of my head,
your voice is always on repeat,
making me feel like death is just a memory
that I once had but faded like my childhood
you made me a better person,
once i vist you in england,
im going to ask you for your hand in marriage
i hope you say yes

you know when you get in a fight with someone you love?
though they aren't the ones talking?
but you still feel their presents everywhere and still able to smell them too...
well i have a empty feeling, my day of crying
staying away to not make my days worsen
making it worse for not talking to anyone
feeling that they dont love me
though they are ****** and sad
i messed up bad
i just wanted her to feel safe
with the gender she prefers
i'd die for her any day of the week
just to see her safe

Hey you,
yeah, you,
you are important
don't let anyone say
otherwise, you are a beautiful
human bean you need to know
that you are worth it
I want you to know
you matter
~~~ Brooke Falcone ~~~ homeroom

I fell in love in love with a person i known all my life,
and a person i met at the beginning of the school year,
i told to one i've known forever i loved him when i had a panic attack,
and i just started dating the one i just met,
the person i've known is in PPH a suicide hospital,
the other is on the way to his class in Wabash,
the person in PPH is there because of me i think because i told him,
  the other is waiting to get on the bus to sit with me on the way home,
the person gone, has a girlfriend and he said"if things don't work out than i'm asking you out because i love you"
and i told him that i had a boyfriend yesterday,
Now, he has 100 new scars and i think its my fault,
i didn't want to be sad watching him and his girl,
At my table being happy while i was sad,
i love two people one here, one gone
but i still love them both
but i love the one whose gone more......

sometimes death is something you wish for but it doesn't happen.
it is like a love you once had,
you don't stop loving them but you don't love them as once before,
I used to love myself but it started to fade away like a flower in the winter,
it dies till spring brings it back.
a feeling i've had for a while;
many would say that i am sad but kind others would say im happy all the time but my friends and girlfriend know that others see only the surface

L is for life that just started
O is for overjoy to see thy spouse
V  is for value to see thy heart
E is for everything that happens

Now that is love for the broken hearted
Though there is more loved than broken than we still have bigger hearts

When we decide to show them what we hate about ourselves
And they end up telling us that's what they love about us
L is for the Listeners in the world
O is for trying not to Oversight your looks
V is for being Valiant for your protection
E is for this moment being Everlasting in someone's eyes
Now that's what the lovers think of their spouse
They want to protect them in any way
Their favorite person that's falling apart is not what they want
They want them to sit with them on the couch under the blankets
Looking like sushi rolls with popcorn in their laps laughing with each other
Watching a comedian of their spouses choose and end up sleeping on the couch.
And will understand what they say because they need someone to speak to.
L that's what it means
O that's what it feels
V that's what it senses
E that's what it supposed to be

you said that i manipulate
but i've been in those in the past
i didn't even know that they were doing it
so tell me what i did, tell me why you think i did that
i trusted you and you threw it away and i can't trust anyone anymore
you said you loved me was it all a lie you wanted it to last forever
you wanted to get married and i had it all planned out  
you had the ring coming and then you listened to everyone
who was against me and hated me for a stupid thing i said
i wanted to marry you, i still do but you don't believe in me
even if you hate me now i still care for your health
i still love you and everything you do
but i want you to life and not die
you are still my friend even if i'm not your's

somethings are a certain way
somethings are a better way

This was the day i dislike the most ……
the day to leave such a beautiful place
with a friend that would see the beauty in it too
but for the first time, and my second…
Like a day we say sorry to the woods
Wishing we could stay but we had
A bigger plan, we might just come back
one day just to say hello again whether
With a new family, or each other, only the future will now

the day is done
the sun has set
and this rope feels
good around my neck
as the chair falls
my life flashed before my eyes
now I wished I didn't die
I want my sister to know
she meant well but I could
break this spell
I want my brother to see
that this is not the end for me
tell mom and Jeff
that they were swell
but they made my life a living hell
I tried to be happy
but nothing worked now
I'm in a back of a hearse
tell my dad I love him so
I tried to let him know
but I really wanted to go
this is the end for me but
this cannot be the end for them

Sometimes I feel like I'm in the clouds
I see you there with me way up there
We sing we laugh, we may kiss once or twice
But we are always there and everything feels like air
I want you to know that I really do care
I want a life that has no end
To spend with you forever
And really care.