i've done everything
to forget you
to hate you
to unlove you

i did it all just to erase you
from my mind
from my heart
from my soul

only then did i realize
that it was unnecessary to do that
because you were a part of me
and that meant
that i was erasing 'me' too

Funny how things go by so fast -
how they tumble so suddenly
like Jenga blocks.
Falling ever so finely -
piece by piece,
one by one.

I've had enough chasing you,
What else should I do?
Are we really into this?
The old you, that I missed.

I'm begging you to stay,
Even if it's just for a day.
I just want to spend more time,
Because, this will be the last time that you're mine.

Some things have changed,
Was it me or was it you?
Was it all about the things I can't undo?
Or was it me who stopped chasing you?


-12072k15

Pinky promise
Stick a needle in my eye
I'm rubber and you're glue -
All of me sticks to all of you.
Blanket forts
Pillow fights
Sleepy eyes
From long nights.

You're my partner in crime
My lover
And best friend til the end.

Let me try to draw you
One last time.
At least this paper and pen will get to have a glimpse of you
One last time.