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Nov 2018 · 136
Holiday times
Kelly Nov 2018
There are times of the year when people get together. Love and share memories together. Every year birthdays come and go. Family and friends live on till the end. But there are some who have never known these things. A wave a sadness rolls in. A wave of blue and purple settling in. You realise you're still here alone again. No memory of a bright light within this darkness.
Jan 2017 · 910
Broken
Kelly Jan 2017
My mind is broken
My body is dead
My actions a failed attempt to live again
Disappointment and failure
I wish it would end
Nov 2016 · 5.8k
Endless
Kelly Nov 2016
You were the light to my shadow
All alone
Another star has gone away
You fade away
Under the sea
Another dream
The monsters are running out of me
These shallow waters growing darker
Letting me go deeper
Eternal silence
Dead to the sea
Oct 2016 · 5.8k
Illusion
Kelly Oct 2016
If you wanted it all you cannot be distracted by the illusion you have created.
Only when your mind is silent can you see clearly enough to enjoy your life and forget about your desires.
Your desires are irrelevant.
Unknown
Oct 2016 · 3.6k
New Road's
Kelly Oct 2016
Somewhere along the new road
The bridges have fallen
Somewhere along the new road
My soul was forgotten
Somewhere along the new road
I lost my soul
You may never see the devil inside me
You may never feel the swords
The swords you stabbed me with
Chew me up spit me out
Let your sins fill my cold dark heart
Jul 2015 · 4.4k
ghost
Kelly Jul 2015
I am anything but living
yet I am not completely dead
you cannot hear me
you cannot see me
if I'm lucky you can feel me
I simply frozen in time
life passes me by
here I stand wishing wanting to live but there is nothing left
nothing left of me
I wish I could say I knew you miss me, care, or feel something
I know no one will
I never was real
just a ghost watching you live
you can cut me and make me bleed
I feel pain
yet you can't hear me scream
I wish I could say goodbye
I wish someone would miss me
but I am nothing but a ghost from your past
Mar 2015 · 4.3k
lost
Kelly Mar 2015
restless unable to sleep mind spins
the rooms grow darker shadows move pain and fire move flow in my veins
each heart beat slowly killing
Each breath more painful than the last
I wish I may I wish I might dance with the blade tonight each depper than the last
Missing one whom I have never met
You grew every day and I loved you more
you were taking to soon
I will be with you soon
Feb 2015 · 5.8k
Goodbye
Kelly Feb 2015
So long, let this be goodbye
May we meet again in another life
Like strangers, passing by in the night
May we see clearly when we meet in the light
So long, let this be goodbye
Feb 2015 · 5.3k
washed away
Kelly Feb 2015
Is it you?
Is it me?
I can't tell anymore
But this silence is killing me
I wish you could see
See inside of me
Can you hear?
I can hear these thoughts inside of me
I can feel a part of me die as the time passes by
I wonder if you know because this distance it just seems to grow this pain digs deeper
Loosing my self loosing you
All is lost
Is this what you want?
I just want to scream but what difference will that make when you can't hear me anyways
Forever slipping away
Washed away
Falling
Ripped away
Torn apart
Gone forever
This is your loss
You won't save me
Drowned alive
All hope is lost
Kelly Feb 2015
I want you to know, I want you to see
I want you to look beyond your own eyes
Past your afflictions
Do you really care?
can you not see?
can you not hear?
Sometimes the silence is better
I know you will never understand
I know you will never see
you''ll never see how badly I hurt
you will never hear my screams
I'll light the match, the flame, the fuse, the bomb
rescue the world from your word's
I want to  torch it, burn it, scorch it, end it
watch it as it blows away
I won't let you poison me any longer
A prisoner no more
Jan 2015 · 6.9k
silent
Kelly Jan 2015
Hopelessly wondering In the darkness
Fading
Fighting
Dying
Can you not see the mask that is being worn?
Can you not see the pain that has taken everything
Numbness
So hollow
So cold
Please can help
No one hears the silent cries
No one sees
No one hears
Jan 2015 · 7.2k
Endless darkness
Kelly Jan 2015
Endless darkness
Swimming thoughts
Lifeless
Hallow
Ignored
A mask is worn to fool all
Each day
Each passing moment
The pain sinks in further
cracking melting buring
Mask is gone
No one know
Death soon awaits
Sep 2014 · 7.1k
The lightness
Kelly Sep 2014
Where is earth
there is only darkness
there is no light the day must end in this time
nothing is left there is no where to go there is not way out the darkness has spread through each vain spreading to the cells like some cancer burning through the veins
Aug 2014 · 741
Wide awake
Kelly Aug 2014
Wide awake and a new day has begone sun falls and the moon rises, all have found sleep except for one
when the moon falls and the sun rises all awakens
days pass by moons and all but not one slightest dream to fall
Jun 2014 · 338
Pain remains
Kelly Jun 2014
Life goes on but the pain remains
Oh how the sting of your venom poisons her
wish to call to the sliver butterfly but she does not wish to speak
Alone
dark
So cold for so long how ever will survival be an option
Save her
leave her
alone she sleeps
she falls so deep into your evil
How does one win the war of the wicked?!
May 2013 · 595
Ocean waves
Kelly May 2013
Life brings many good as well as several bad things.
Like the ocean that gives birth to many beings it can also take life's.
The storm crashes into the earth stones and washes away homes, and life's.
Natures  way of cleansing the earth.
Unlike anything else its beauty draws in most and sometimes crashes taking ones breath away, with only one swift wave.
If only it could wash the pain away rather then make the pain wash over one like a tsunami.
Unstoppable
Deadly power to remind those who do not fear her power.
Sep 2012 · 6.2k
Silver temptation
Kelly Sep 2012
Silver temptation fluttering in the sky
Why must you cry?
with a glace to the sky you shimmer and glide
so very high
again I hear your cry
Slowly you fall falling into my hand
warm as fire
gliding across my skin
a sigh of relief
all thought's consumed by your glittering shimmer dance of death
Sep 2012 · 7.4k
If only you knew
Kelly Sep 2012
If only you knew
what you do
what you've done
you've taken many souls
left not even a trace
all you've done
all you've taken
wasn't yours to take
you've left me with nothing
nothing but fear
left me in a horror movie
forever I fall
Sep 2012 · 1.2k
Veins
Kelly Sep 2012
Emptiness filling veins
falling into a trance
emptiness
a temptress
temptress of night
taunting  
screaming
seeking
digging down deep
deeper into the veins
hunting forever
Sep 2012 · 1.2k
shimmering delight
Kelly Sep 2012
Sparkling outside's so light
shimmering delight
thickened darkness
so sludge like
deathly hallows above
pitch black  inside so much darker
Forever into the shadowy abyss
Sep 2012 · 6.6k
Slipping into nothingness
Kelly Sep 2012
Slowly into the sea's of sorrow seeping through the pores
******* out all that you know make you hallow
nothing left but your thought s and memories..
well at least you have your dignity...
darkness consuming everything around you
breaths become heavy the air around you becomes cold
it rains and it snows but you can see nothing but the icy breath of death...
feeling the embrace of his cold dead hand pulling you into the salty seas of blood
Sep 2012 · 5.6k
Prayer
Kelly Sep 2012
Silent whispers through the air spinning up high
fallowed by lusters in the sky
reaching across throughout the tree's creating a beautiful seen
  shining beyond what man knows
lightning such darkness
surly you must hear my prayer while I sit here in despair
Sep 2012 · 7.0k
Flame on flame
Kelly Sep 2012
For all hours when all must fade.
Like flame on flame, and deep on deep.
When all half sleep.
The Iron sword upon the knees.
Blood flows in pools as all lay.
Like flame on flame, and deep on deep.
Aug 2012 · 4.8k
Glisten
Kelly Aug 2012
The branches of the trees bow with the heavy load they are carrying, bending towards the floor. Everything glistens, as if a fairy has sprinkled her dust over the entire world. Colors are brighter against the pure white blanket that spreads as far as the eye can see. The houses become works of art, with their beautiful undisturbed snowy roofs. Chimney’s become sculptures, taking on new forms.
Aug 2012 · 1.4k
Shimmering white flakes
Kelly Aug 2012
The icy air whistles around their ears, causing skin to tingle and sting. Fingers and toes are numb, but it's a good feeling. Snug inside my many layers of clothes, nothing can spoil the overwhelming feeling of being taken back to childhood. The urge to make a snowball is all consuming. Every step taken leaves a fresh, crisp footprint in the snow, as if no one else has ever been here. Snowflakes fall gently from the sky, tickling the end of their little noses.
Shimmering white flakes fall. Ice cold winds blow strongly. All that once was awake busy with their everyday things have fallen into a deep slumber. How the world once was so lively now has gone still cold and dead, but yet is just as beautiful and makes children smile. Winter and snow is a child's delight things dreamed of every winter.  Sleds and hills, squeals and spills, waving, as the world rushes by. There is snow in the air, snow, and snow ubiquitous. Angels they make in the blanket of white, and tomorrow will remember how Snowflakes felt on their tiny tongues like magic to them now.

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