All I could do
Was look at him
On my iPhone
And drown
In shadowy depths
Pondering on how much
I loved him so
How much I wished
Our dreams were in synchroneity
He was everything that I wanted
The perfect man
That belonged to another
He wasn’t my lover
And that there was something
That I just couldn’t get over

His straightness
Called out to me
In the black
And everlasting night
Pleading me to come to him
Sheathe him
In my flowery entrancement
Kiss his rich and milky lips
Fill him with abundant softness
Give him the love
That he so eagerly sought