hover over love
not under
neither between
take risk
suffer
feel broken
and fall
in love again

all these things
we try
to cry
and feel caught
within a sweet prison

WHY?

THIS WISH of mine I prayed to reach your sleeping heart, in fantasies I dreamt them be like.
In Disney's like Aurora and Snow White that you seek also princes of heart and the like. Though I might not appear as how I should in fantasies I spoke, my heart is a full golden moon rose if only you look- deeper through my eyes, my soul, Aye! My soul is a spoonful of stars. But you should know as well, that I could only shine because of your soaring soul and mysterious heart. That even in the moonless night, I can see your beautiful smiles like a pair of wings, bearing a faithful star to guide my path ahead- to dreaming of a collage of your eyes, an endless universe I have always loved.

THIS WISH could only be a daydream, of a poet who only sings love between lines- but I still and will always daydream as you carry me to the edge of the moon, hung amongst the stars.

yes, she is made of storms
a maiden of chaos
she calls herself
for no man
could ever chain her
to one place

she is adventure
the most exciting one
her smiles, affectionate
and never wears off

she is fire and ice
the very existence
of metaphor and simile
and all that is opposing
yet moving at the same direction
similar yet unique
wild and beautiful
minute and vast

truly,
she is phenomenal

How much I love you

Destiny, so would some say
that we met, in a planned way
we didn't expected to happen
yet, here we are
charmed at each other's smiles
our souls hum at each other's voices
blissed at each other's warmth;

I still remember how we met
and never thought
I'd have you as my partner instead
you are sweet, and every taste
I never thought
I could fall in love with
and each day that passes,
I got addicted-
with your voice, my favorite music
with your smile, my loveliest portrait
with your eyes, my infinite universe
with your heart, my strength and courage

Darling, I'm in debt
though you may not see it
you are every bit
of the happiness
I am living with
and I'm the luckiest man
to ever witness
such greatness-

When I'm with you
when I'm with you
it feels like my eyes
are surrounded with a million stars
so darling, don't be ashamed with your own scars
yes, you may not be perfect
but your imperfections has made me feel
cloud nine on my cerulean sky;
and love, it is not enough
to just marvel at your beauty,
I must tell the world as well
that there is an incomparable beauty
and she's with me

How much I love you,
you might've asked
Darling, in these phrases
I hope you'll see
that I would cross seas
just to feel your embrace
that I could fly you to Jupiter
or anywhere you dear
Oh! How I long for you
my arms aches for yours
my lips dreamt of yours

Darling, all these time
you made me poetic
that even my soul
loves the rhythmic
my kind of upbeat music
my eyes giggles
at each moment
I stare at your pictures

and you should know
that I'm beyond proudest
with all of your fulfillment
in every dream
you'd want to take
please do not fret
for I am with you
when you needed help

How much I love you,
I hope you're seeing it now
that in my eyes
are paintings of you
and I pray, soon too
that I'll wake up next to you
that your lips
are only breath away
with mine
having both our hands, entwined
and my skin,
rubbing against your
gentle ones

How much I love you,
I hope I expressed it well
for Darling,
you're the only love
I would dream
to grow old with

If only the stars
are enough proof
to tell you
how I wonder
and wander
about your beauty
maybe you'll understand
how it feels
to admire your soul
but they aren't enough
because it takes
a thousand galaxies
to define such beauty

I hope you see
how I still write for you
those lines,
built with too much
unwanted emotions
sleepless thoughts
and longing goodbyes-

I hope you could
read them
the way you wondered
how the stars
glows at night
how the moon is still loved
despite of the surrounding darkness
and its changing shapes

I hope, that with all these lines
I have written filled with all those
none-rhythmic feelings
you'll see that you appeared to be
the galaxy for me


Triggered Letters

his words
are his swords,
cutting deeply
to whoever meets it..
leaving marks
decryptable by
one who yields the same..

I wish
to run
my fingers
between yours,
hold them
like you're
forever mine

I heard her
screaming out
for love,
she thinks
she deserves--

only,
she was
speaking
to the wind

I stroke with
both legs, pumping-
with excitements
of the thrill
ahead of me.

Mr. Sun is still
dozing off
taking its time
to rest
before burning
this already burnt skin
that covers my soul-

then I look back
hoping to see
figures running
with me,
but all I see
are silhouettes
of the tress
and grasses
and stones
cheering my spirit;
keeping the flame burning
whilst eyes busy
looking for signs
that'll take me
to the finish line.

hours passed by,
and I am bathed
with sweat
and tiredness.

breathing heavily,
I battled against
my footing
and my head-
urging to give up the race
but I keep running
until warm words
starts to blanket
my doubtful thoughts
and smiled;
I can do this

They say,
every person
is a different world
but why is it
you're like
the sun

Your warmth
is what
I needed.

Galaxies apart,
I believed
that's what
we are-
but whenever
I see your smiles,
it feels like
both of your hands
are holding mine

I always dream
of waking up
next to you--

but everyday,
it snows

A queen
and a knight,
I believed what I saw
you were made
with such beauty
that holds
too much chaos

Beyond wonders
and some more
galactic events,
I believed you exist
to fall with me--

to an awful beauty
called love

To all the
what ifs
I have to
think of--

I've been drowning
to all of you

They say,
every person
is a different world
but why is it
you're like
the sun

Your warmth
is what
I needed.

troubled,
stuck in-between
love and chaos,
when holding on
too long
means pain
than letting go

i was just
a silhouette
in our scenic
love story-
where you made
me believed
i was your sun

She is chaos
she is order,
both high and low
a tattoo under
everyone's skin.

She is death
and life
at the same time

She is everything empty
but you won't see her
like a void-

pitch black,
was her soul painted
yet, she is light incarnate
completely complicated

She is fear
and love
and hate;
bittersweet,
black coffee
with too much sugar in it

there's nothing wrong
with falling in love,
deeply-

unless you'd
deprived yourself
for the other

I have always been lost for words
whenever my thoughts,
captures memories of you;
the smiles you used to wear,
those eyes that holds the galaxy
and the soul,
so passionate
that I mistake you as an angel-

astounded,
I am to you-

how do you
keep your
sanity tact?

I don't.
I let it out
like a
volcanic eruption,
in furtive ways;
like killing someone
a million times
within your mind

she's too hot
for a cup of tea,
too cold
for bottles of beers,
too ****
for a glass of wine-

i'm out here
staring,
to this masterpiece
i, myself
couldn't define

fighting demons,
taming dragons-
both are deadly
like falling in love.

I can still remember
how much of a heart
we were-- when we first met
on that banquet
a night filled with glances
from strangers,
dancing--
then you caught me staring
our bodies fighting
what our eyes have seen
and with just a smile away
my cheeks felt warm
against your rash breathing
I'm holding you in my arms

the night went away
and we're still dancing
under the blankets
that covers our skin

in sadness
i was aloft
for the death
of my countrymen
are bulk

the mountains moved
and melted
like river flowing
so smooth, it took lives
cunningly

they heard them screaming
yet they listen not

the pleas of their voices
were echoing
along the seashores
even the skies, cries
of these loses

in sadness
still am aloft
for the death of my countrymen
i'm in no help- not at all

she spread her wings, wide
cheerfully smiled
and her blushes are wild
while I lick my lips
eyes fixed
to a beauty before me-
fresh, wet, and free

i wanted the sea
she wanted the skies

we just smile
for each other
with teary eyes

they said;
she wasn't real
she was just an idea
stuck on my head
forged with words
i've always written

i bet they're wrong
a ghost could've touched me
an imaginary figure
could've played
my head
but can never reach my soul
yet she did-
effortlessly

they've mistreated
my beliefs
stomped on my respect
treated me like a trash

then they've wondered
how i forget
they exist

stupid as it may seemed
i trust so easily
fall so easily
forget so easily;
someone would just
make fun of it

i didn't care
i never would

i have gone away
to a place, where love stays;
i was nourished
i was cared
i was thought for
with words promises made

i've set my feet
atop, to those lines
i believed true

i've set everything up
thinking it was the best
idea, i could ever have

but they've placed
the setup
before i was able
to make mine.

die
         to
               afraid
                            never
                        ­               was
                                                  I
         ­                               was
                             never
                allowed
            to
      live
     a
life

My head is infested
with thoughts
my ears couldn’t
bear to listen

It feeds my soul
with pitch-black ideas
that had me hanging
over thorns of death

It touches my skin
with blade-like words
wounds after wounds,
I bleed to die

H
    E
        L
            P
                M
                     E

Some dreams,
should remain just dreams
she once told me
and the fire
within me, fluttered;
I remember
how she said
that I'm her dream
I remember how heat
caress my cheeks
that cold night
suddenly, I felt tears
wet my eyes
and my throat felt sore
to the thought
I fear-
some dreams
should remain just dreams

i hated
the feeling
of longing;
it makes
me weak
it makes
me vulnerable-
to being
broken
and to the corners
i once hid
will be again
my safe haven
against pain

I'm touching
the skies
tonight
with the picture
of your smiles'
delight

        your smiles
             are the stars
                     of my night sky