Why can't I be
the spinny chair
in your office
for two?
There's nothing more
I want than to
matter to you.
Please, Please
let me be what I am
trying and dying to be:
Your lover that you'd
prefer to be some other,
with our kisses
covered in fleas.
I'm remembering to miss you,
but you'd have to
be here at some point.
I'd miss you so badly
I would dangle
your intestines over my mouth.
Can we kiss in the shade,
if we pretend I'm somebody else?
I can be the running car
in your suburban garage.
I want to steal you and feel you,
or just feel at all.
Catch me in your water,
smiling with the goldfish
and the flakes of snow angels
that bleed out every wish.
We can tremble
and mumble,
and stumble
in our darks.
There's no love that couldn't
hurt me now.