25/F/In My Own World Writing to stay alive. I'm nothing but a fool with a pen and a limited vocabulary
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I hate that I’m not stronger I hate that I’m so scared I hate the control that you still have I hate that I still care I hate that I can’t cut you off That my lips can’t say goodbye I hate that you still make me laugh I hate that you still make me cry. I hate that the only time I write Is when I’m writing about you That after everything that’s happened Your love is still my muse. I hate the fact that I still love you Even if it’s not the same I hate that we’re in this ******* mess And I’m the one to blame. But mostly I wish I hated you As much as I hate me Cause maybe then I would be happier Maybe then I’d finally feel free.