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I smile when I'm happy.
  Most people would.
But,
I also smile when I'm sad.
"Why of all silly things did this happen?"
When I'm embarrassed.
"Oh God, everybody's laughing. Okay, just laugh with them. Haha."
When I'm angry.
"You don't know what's gonna happen to you, *****."
When I feel lonely.
"Where are people when I actually need them?"
When I just don't know what to do in life.
I smile a lot.
So I don't think people could tell.
I'm not one to express something in the right way.
i dont really know   :/

but i frown when im not feeling anything tho...
I am a part of humanity
Waiting patiently for it to regain its sanity
That day may not come,
But my perspective is of some.

Madness made people hollow,
Pride became something you can't swallow.
Greed is in the air,
I've heard cries of despair.

Darkness filled the hearts of many,
Money as the one thing they want as plenty.
It's all for the fame,
They treat life like a game.

And there are those who stand
Holding hand in hand
Trying to remove the filth of this land
But some are just blown away like sand.

Corruption fills our lungs
Until we cannot sing songs
Of the things we want to see
Or of just wanting to be free.

I am a part of humanity
Trying to make us change
We can't stay the same
For destruction will surely come out way.
 Nov 2015 Marshie The Mellow
Day
i don't want you to listen to me
*
i want you to hear me
because listening and understanding are different
You *******. I never really understood you. You have to make an argument every single time we talk. I hate it. Stop pushing things that aren't even related. Like, why do I have to go through with your crap? I never really done anything to make you mad. If I did, tell me what it is. 'Cause that will be our way to clear everything. I want to understand. You. You are someone I want to figure out. You don't have a formula or maybe a  riddle I need to solve. But you're just a mystery. A mystery I can be proud of solving. Just get on with it. Let's go our separate ways. What are we supposed to do? We do this all the time, right? Let's both forgive and forget each other. This will all be part of our hidden past. Forget the times we actually smiled at each other. Forget the times we confronted each other. Forget the times we held hands. Forget the times we ignored each other. Forget the times we were in love. "Forget","Each other", that's all I'm saying now. Maybe we weren't in love. We must have thought we're just comfortable with each other. We could've stayed strangers if it weren't for our lonely hearts. I love you, ******* it. No need to wish on a star. I got you. But a star could've helped if I wished  we both knew how to actually love. We just thought of it as a concept.Now we know how it feels. And how much pain we gain through it. Now, what's this? You say you love me too.
Then, we go back square one again.
(*´罒`*)
To receive love
  it has no cost
But, sadly,
  it can be lost.
The pain of losing someone,
  can even be something,
  has that bitter feeling hanging on.
Hearts come spilling over.
Emptiness is what's left of that spot.
But later, it will get filled.
Because love comes to you
  when you least expect it to.
Let us dance in this ball
Keep moving like dolls
Playing false confidence
Masks in dominance
No one sees the truth
Sincerity can not be found by sleuths
This dance is for plastics
Not what you'd call fantastic
[What do you mean?
I hardly say a word.
Jesus Christ, stop bothering me.
I know!
I know.
I know I'm such a gloomy chum.
I know I hardly look like I'm enjoying.
I know that I'm forcing myself to blend in with people. But,
when I do that, nothing comes out of it.
I'm still the gloomy one you know. Everyone knows.
I never asked my self to be lonely.
I never chose to be.
I wonder too why I'm so quiet.
Like, what the ****, I'm loud in my mind.
Why is the question frequently asked.
So why can't I answer myself?]**

These are the words I want to say, but forget the second they ask "why".
(。・・。)(´・_・`)(;´@へ@`)
I don't even know
What to say anymore
What to do
How to feel.

I spend my nights crying,
Hoping no one comes through the door
And sees my feeble tears.

I'm not strong anymore,
It's taken over
And there's nothing I can do to stop it.
Heights.
I used to be scared of heights, Tarver.
But when I'm with you,
I happen not to be.
I must have gotten used to your presence—
it lifts me up to the skies.
It must have been the meaning of safeness,
   security
     precisely defined in your arms.
It must have been our hands,
perfectly clasped like two human hearts stitched by a destructive surgeon.
Fingers that walked with me
in the zenith of all mountains
the cliff by the streets
the bay walk's beam
and every single ledge we wandered on,
where you
didn't
hold aback
to watch me fall.
So Tarver, I didn't fall for you.
It seems like you were the one
who did that for me.
Tarver
Origin: English
-tower on a hill
I want to be perfection
But think of all the pizza
I'd have to stop eating.
Oh God, the horror.
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