For 15 years of your existence
I have never known the whole you
yet I know some of your blues
I know you miss Gabby's presence
and I do too
but I want to make you happy
so tell me how to do so
cause I am running out of things to show
and you kept on giving me an unamused face
Maybe you have a special place
and that is where you find your inner grace
therefore I must scour this whole place
just to take you there

Allow me to be your crying shoulder
when you need help in carrying a boulder
I don't want to see you fall apart
cause it is precious, your heart

You're a bit annoying, I guess
yet you still give your best
You listen to all my troubles
and maybe even if I mumble
you'll still hear the loud echo of my twisted brain
As I tell it all to you, we share the same pain
No matter how we look
elegant or plain
we'll still look the same
for we don't see with our eyes
but with our hearts and our soul

It hurts my brain
Oh what a pain!
Soon I might need a crane
my back hurts like hell!
If only I could hide inside a shell
and block everything for a little while
cause everything's in a huge pile

Whenever I think of a crush
My mind makes an image of you
I don't even talk to you that much
And I hardly even bother to interact with you
But
Why is it you are the one I think about
Whenever I tell myself
I don't like anyone

I only wanted to reach out
but how am I suppose to melt those metallic
walls of yours when you even put up
thousands of locks on it?
If there is anyone who understands you
most, it is me but you can't see.
The fact that I am very different from before
than now makes you think that I can never
understand you when the truth is that you
were those who changed me.
I want you to see your own reflection in me.
I want to bring out the best in you.

But I guess I have tried and I failed.
I don't know what to do for you anymore for I
have done my job and failed shamelessly...

I am sorry for even trying...
It was indeed a big mistake...

You can never really persuade others to believe
when too much lies are already circling around them, can't you?