Strying

Strying Dec 2020

When I look into the mirror
I mean is that even me anymore
I mean
Life hasn’t been the same since
I've grown numb
To just about everything
And anything
I cant think
I just cry
I lie
I smile
Real wide
Just so you cant see how sad I am
Truly, I'm on the verge
Of the edge
Of jumping
And I just
Can’t take much more.

numb.

#mirror #sad #numb #smile #sadness

Strying Dec 2020

"fairytale"

Once upon a time
I found a boy
who made me laugh
and then he said
he didn't love me back

No happy ending for those who loved too much.

yea :(

#fairytale #sad

Strying Dec 2020

again

thinking to myself,
"how can I be like this?"
it's finals week
and I'm up till 3 again

I'm staining my own soul.

good luck if you have finals <3

#finals

Strying Dec 2020

unbalanced

A wave
In an ocean
is nothing.

A beat
In a heart
is often.

So is one life lost
that bad
to humanity?

DOWJAOIDHWAO nonono what did I write, am just sad rn

#sad

Strying Dec 2020

silence

You tell me I'm not good enough
I say a snarky comment,
walk away.

Never saying how I truly feel,
breaking down,
another day.

Knowing I will never be okay,
Hurts a bit,
I gotta say.

But I can't do anything to change,
because when my lips open,
it seems that nothing escapes.

.

#escape #sad #silence

Strying Dec 2020

...

Coming back
As if nothing changed

Texting me
As if you didn't stop

Using the same language
As if we're on the same terms

As we were
Back when I fell in love.

this dudeeee smh

#ghosted #texting #text #love #ignored #stop

Strying Dec 2020

rebirth of love

People say that changing yourself for another person
Is losing yourself

But I believe there are times
Where changing yourself for another person
Is how you find who you're meant to be

You are reborn,
out of love for another.

today I heard some amazing poetry
I encourage all to look at some more verbal poems as well as written ones
:)

#poetry #reborn #rebirth #love #change