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Starry Aug 2019
What doe you see
Or image this look
On my face
Money
Gifts
books
Gift cards
What
Ohhh alalala
I am just freaking happy.
Starry Aug 2019
PTSD is a form
Of stress, anxiety, and worry
It is not a flipping
Excuse to
Act like animal
So criminals grow up
And admit you faults
Cause this is
******* me off.
Starry Aug 2019
Dear Unfollower
I have a medical condition
With a name and
That name is
Post traumatic stress disorder
If you don't
Enjoy or
Like the things I
Write about then
Forever hold you peace
Thank you
Starry Aug 2019
Since the TV
Industry
Looks down upon
My fellow sufferers
Of PTSD
I look at the TV with derision
Look down at it
I do watch it
For the ignorance
It prepelles.
Starry Aug 2019
Have
You
Ever
Been
Hated
For
Something
Traumatic
Happening
To
You­
And
Been
The
****
Of
Ignorance
And
Stereotyping
Because
Of
It.
Starry Aug 2019
Did I will
Started smiling
And being respectful
When people aren't going to try to cure
Ptsd
And autism
But accept people like me
As we are
Human
Starry Aug 2019
Dad stop
Forcing me to
smile and laugh
I am not a dog or cat
I will
Smile and laugh
On my terms
Thanks.
Starry Sep 2019
I walk to fight
The demons
Of the past
That I fight inside me
So I go out for a walk
I the hopes that this battle
Royale
Can ease off
But sometimes
It does ease
And some times the painfull drama previails
So I take another walk.
Starry Sep 2019
As I stand in the middle
Of the freaking road
In broad daylight
Thinking
About
My life
And how
It has turned out
Though intensely painful
As i though
I would do it all
Over again
Better get out of
The way of a car
Just incase
Starry Sep 2019
There is no brain in
The human anatomy
Or it shouldn't be called
A brain
More like a hyper active
Squirrel that won't shove it
And chill
But that how i
Feel
About
My "brain"
Starry Aug 2019
What the hell
A flower growing in
The middle of the room
If a flower can grown in a building
Then positive can happen.
Starry Sep 2019
Not amused
Some squashhead
Ball-napped
All my baoding iron *****
Or
As i
Like
To called them
Chinese stress *****
And right now I need them
To swirl in my hand
But there stolen
F*ck
Baoding *****, or harmony *****, Chinese stress ***** were invented in the ming dynasty just for ptsd. Though they had other benefits too. They are popular with the yakuza.... Can be found at your local China town.
Starry Sep 2019
The flashbacks
Are the worst
Of the worst
Specially
When triggered by stupid people
Which is about ten percent
Of the race
But I keep
Bumping into them
****.
It means ******* idiots which is ten percent of the human race.... But in the town I live in they rule over everyone else. Excuse my Irish.
Starry Sep 2019
I am *******
Though smiling
I am only smiling
As a result of
My baodings
Which I case a flower each
So I swirl them
Until the smile is genuine
G e n u I n e
Starry Sep 2019
As I stumble upon
A Bair
Of spheres
I wanted
What the hrck
They are
After a closer look
And a memoriess
Of the yakuza papers
Movies I recognized
Them
As stress *****
Of the Chinese verity.
Starry Sep 2019
The *****
I thought thry
Were like all baodings
That they
Had a
Bell singing to me
But no just
S I l e n c e
****.
Starry Sep 2019
A quite listner
A quiet smile
Not sure if
I
Will
Have
A
Good
Or
Bad
Day.
Starry Sep 2019
I look at the iris
In my Boading carefully
And wonder
How the hell
Did theybget that
Beautiful flower
In there
With out destroying
It's beauty
One can only know.
Starry Sep 2019
I am wondering if
I should go out side
For my town is racist
And hate ful
But I have to grow the lady
*****
To say f*ck you to
The neo nazis.
Starry Sep 2019
I think I shall stay
And read a book
Cannot handle
In this town today
Starry Aug 2019
Poker face or brave face
We will never know but
Sufferers like
Yours truly
Force to smile and laugh
At a drop of a hat
Like a dancing bear in
Russia.
Starry Sep 2019
Dear white suppremist
Before I say the usual fck
You
I want to say that
I am more than different
DNA
I have feelings, emotions,
Angry as you do
Only its directed at you
So tashi delek
And a f
ck you.


Starry.
Starry Sep 2019
Sleep
All I want to
To
Do
Is
To sleep
For my ptsd
As reigned supreme
Last night
Nightmares
**** the life out
Of you.
Starry Sep 2019
Waking up
To the
Freaking news
What a way to start
The day when you have
Ptsd
Not a positive start
Groggy and moody
F this crap
Starry Sep 2019
My eyes heavy
It is temping to fall
Back to sleep
But I know
What Awaits
If ****
A nightmare
So I force my self to stay awake
Its hard
Will I go to the pub
Don't know.
Starry Sep 2019
Pain the ***
Traumatized braim must
Swirl the
**** baoding ***** in my hand.
Starry Sep 2019
I
Eat
My
Muffin
For
Breakfast
Than
I
think
to
my self
I
Am
Going
For a
Little
Walk
To
Wake
Me
Up
And
Get
My
Creative
Juices
Going.
Starry Sep 2019
I am the girl
Who does want to smile
Not because I
Amsad
Angery
Or
Whatever
But just because you are
Not special enough to see
Me smile.
Starry Sep 2019
If you say
"Smile
Or that you don't love me"
One more time I am
Going
To
Go
**** Bill vol. 1
On you
For I am cat.
Starry Sep 2019
The nice people on imvu
Say that they
Are only jealous
Of my beauty
And the fact
I have a boy friend
Want to know what I think......
They're jealous because I
Have a brain
In side my head
Which
I
Use.
Starry Aug 2019
This smile
Tired
Though not forced
Is a sign that the
Day is good
That or she is thinking
Of her lover.
Starry Sep 2019
"I love you
With all my DNA"
He messages me
My love
I actually smile
For he makes me
Smile.
I reply "and I love you with all my DNA too."
Send I picture of me
With a genuine smile.
Starry Sep 2019
I am angry
I am *******
I am enraged
I feel like my was going to explode
This morning
Over stupid small things
Don't sweet the small stuff.
Starry Sep 2019
The recycling guy
Had better
Hope that
There is a real life
Re-animator
When I get my
Hands on him
For he destroyed
My morning
Starry Sep 2019
I was talking
A walk
Hello good moring says a nice Jewish woman
We talk

Smiling

Smile fades

Then I hear a familiar sound
The recycle truck

To the recycling truck "******* **** *******"
Flipping him the bird




In front of the woman
Starry Sep 2019
He knows
Who he is
And that he
Knows that
The tables have changed
Jay what goes around
Comes around
But you are buddhist
You should
Know that
By now.
Starry Sep 2019
I am at
P e a c e for once
After 24 hours of
Dantes inferno
I am at peace
Calm and in love  again
Starry Sep 2019
You can take your kama sutra
Your tantra
You beastality
You criminal behavior
And shove it
Dear Jay
And
Apologize to
The real
Buddhists
And Hindus for
Their religions are
Not about ***.
Starry Aug 2019
On the water
I find peace
In the air
I find zen
Driving and walking ruins
My moom

As i set on this boat
I meditate
Under the sun

What was I thinking about.
Starry Sep 2019
Finally dad
You can stop
Harassing
Me for a smile
For I am back in love with
Him again.
No money nor
Bugging me
Will never bring a smile to
My face.
Only the one and only
Starry Sep 2019
My poker face is on
My gaze in you
I don't like you
You watch
Yourself
Pal
For you're
A tantric low life.
Starry Sep 2019
***** looks are
My specialty
You know the evil eye
For
I have a poker face just scary
Yet more beautiful
Than Charles Manson
Starry Sep 2019
Although I am
Smiling
This hide my true feeling
Of the world
Which is a tantric war torn
Pervse place
Where the unsavory
Congrigate.
Starry Sep 2019
The only thing
Or person
That makes me smile
Is my love
My one and only
Not even family makes me smile
Though loyal
To them.
Starry Sep 2019
Day time is lonely
So I busy myself
With photography and art
But that's not even
For you
Are always in my
Mind and
Hearts as you
Busy with your studies as alonely
As i am.
Starry Sep 2019
It is supper time
It is all most
Time for us to rejoice
Two broken souls
Can they create
Happiness
I think so.
Starry Sep 2019
I
Would
Rather
Hear
You
Complain and *****
About
The *******
And
Drama
Than
Your f*cking
Autopsy
Starry Sep 2019
I remember
Something so horrific
In the seventh grade
Some kid brought
A video tape
Of an autopsy of
An anorexic woman
Afraid
I
Vowed
That
No
Matter how
Sh*tty
I
Will
Live
My
Life to old age.
Starry Sep 2019
It
Is
Ok
To
Be human
It
Is
OK
To
be
Stressed
Out
And
Emotional but is not a good idea to
Take one's own life.
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