the night my life changed
i was wearing
a white dress
with blue and red
flowers

and you were wearing
well, actually
it doesn't
matter

the night my life changed
it was dark
and you were drunk
and somehow
it was my fault

Look at you,
Doing so
Well!

Smiling,
Despite going
Through hell.

When I look at you,
I don’t see darkness
I don’t see rain
I don’t see pain

When I speak to you,
I don’t feel sadness
I don’t feel neglect
You always show respect

When I think of you,
It gives me strength
Because you’re so bright
My brightest light

When I dream of you,
I find myself in your arms
Right where I belong
Right where I feel strong

When I fell in love with you,
I knew it was true
Because you drowned my sorrows
And now I can see tomorrow

I have laid aside my burdens
I have put aside my worries
The turbulence in my mind
And the endless confusion
I have emptied them all

Now I have come to you
I am before you my King
Here I am my Lord

I made you too small
I went too far
Seeking happiness from far places
I kept running
Chasing life
And ended up too far from you
Could not see
Could not hear
My mind was turning and turning

Then I turned to you my Lord
Jesus you saved me

i need to stop
setting myself on fire
to keep you warm.

Not all the encounters end up to be glad,
Not all arrogant ones are bad,
Not all fangirls should be considered as mad,
Eventually, not all poets are always sad.

we have been taught
to color inside the lines
since we were little kids,

so explain to me how do we
continue to stay inside the lines
when life is everything but that.

no wonder we always
find ourselves
close to the edge,

but never really willing to cross
because we fear what would happen
if we did what they told us not to.
-*CPM