Got me moonwalking
Moon talking
Tripping up the hill
As I try climbing

Sun shinning
Eyes flashing
Lips fushed of lust
My face blushing

Words smacking
Prayers flying
Talking nonsense
As I try crying

Clouds departing
Stars aligning
Ending all my verses
With a "I am sorry"



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Broken Heart and Broken Mind
Trying Hard to Fight Against Time
Sagging, Fading, then Dying all at Once



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I will emerge from the waves
As the sun reflects on my face

We will not break
We have shattered

We are not fragile
We've been taken

We will fight back
We will not surrender

We will eventually die
Memories scattered in the sky

There was a dream
There was a promise
We will live in this land
For the Lustrous



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Fireworks in the Sky
Exploding Lights
Childish Cries
Root Beer Floats
Cherry Pies
Laughs and Smiles
With the Fireflies
Smokey Streets
Music Playing
Enjoying Life
On the Fourth of July



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Your pride won't let you down
Too afraid you won't get up

Trying to give you some space
But you won't let me try

Delighted to give it a try
But eventually, I come down

Reality crashing on me
As I try to be better



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I want you to live happily
Free to talk and play
Dappy and so charming
I am not by your side
I giving you something more
Childhood you deserve



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Can we pretend we have everything?
It's fine cause I love you

Can we pretend we'll get everything?
It's fine cause I have you

Can we pretend we have happiness?
It's fine cause I know you

Can we pretend there is happiness?
It's fine cause I meet you



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He'll never come back
Karma following that boy
Chasing down his lies
People point and cry
No escape until he dies



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Paint me a picture
Draw me a song
Sing me a poem

Bring me your dreams
Cover my eyes
In light fairy dust



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Underneath Covers
Reading Stories of Lovers
Red Cheeks with Trails
Sniffles and Sneezes
Emotions Prevail



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You want to run
Just hear my voice
Shouting out loud
Hearing me out
You're doing great
Until you fall



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The sunlight shines above our eyes
And I remember citrus in September
Look at the constellations
You are the only thing in focus

Sitting with you by my side
Such a hypnotizing sight
I know its useless to move on
Love the glowing warmth you emit

Thighs touching as we lay apart
Hands grasping fingers tightly
Gazes that linger for a moment
A laughter that fills in our souls

Glittering stars shine in our eyes
Trying to not feel nostalgic
For moments that are far gone
Try not to get too pragmatic



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White noise fills my head
Keeping me ahead
Echoing and rebound
Pounding against my cranium

Pulsating headaches
Retching up my lunch
Spit slipping out
Waterfalls cascade out

See the world in negative
Stars shimmy in front
Clammy hands are quivering
Fingers becoming numb

Sweats and aches in bed
Swearing I'll be dead
Passed out on the lawn
Come morning I'll be gone



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Bid a Farewell to you
In a Pretentious way
Cynical and Mystical
As your face Concaves
Time strikes Done
And you Age Away
In Dismay and Decay
Finally, you're Overrun
By Lackadaisical Pain
Taking a moment to Fade
Into Colors of Grey



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I remember the days that I still love you
I remember the days were I adore you
I remember the days that I didn't **** you

I remember the days when I was alive
I remember the days when I could think
I remember the days I didn't repeat this line

I remember the days when I was breathing
I remember the days when I was living
I remember the days when I was singing
I remember the days when I was running

I remember the days when I feared you
I remember the days when you feared me
I remember the days when I screamed
I remember the day you captured me

Now finally we are closer
Closer to feel each other
Another side we don't see

Closer to you
Closer to me
Closer to each other
Closer to no one else

I remember the days when I was lonely
I remember the days without in them
I remember the days when I was crying

I only remember you moving closely



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I sang
The words
Of
Silence

I sang
The words
Of
Pain

I sang
The words
Of
Damnation

I sang
The words
That I
Meant

I remember these words
Vibrating
Inside my throat
Clawing outward

I remember these words
Burns on my arms
Branding me
With names and numbers

Words that soothe
Yet still
Ache

I sang
The words
That
Blind you



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All I felt with you darling
Was a battlefield

Trapped in my mindscape
Trying to find an escape

None of your words soothe me
All I felt was apprehension consuming

These final words were meant to hurt
To act against all the pain you made

The time we have spent
Is now wasted

Laughter that echoed
Is now a hollow sound

How could we let this get this far?
Did we try to change this at all?

It is better if we just leave this alone
Lets not repair a broken soul

I want to thank you for the time given
Now it's time to say goodbye



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And I'll be wearing black and blue
It's my new favorite color
To hide all the bruises
From my ex-lover

I don't like this dress
It's too tight for me
So I do nothing all day
Just sit down and cry

No, it is not because of him
No, this is not blood
I just love to curl up in a ball
Keeps me safe and warm

I love me some white dresses
Red seeping through
Making lace into a fright
Dripping trails in the night

White becomes pink
Stains on my porcelain skin
Painting my room a crime
Washed away with tears

I will wear a black dress
Makes my sickness stick out
Matches my old stab wounds
Now I don't pretend anymore

Cradle by old oak
Chorus and strings echo around
Sending on my way
Into a place where there are no dresses



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I was calling you
During yesterday
All the moaning
From your bedroom
Must have muffled
My screaming
You didn't hear me
I was pleading

For salvation
From damnation
Some sign of
Exclamation

But you didn't answer
Now I am here to suffer
burning with desire
like a vibrant fire
But what does it consume
Is it me or you?



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Baby, I don't understand this
Is it worth it?

Baby, I don't understand this
Is it worth it?

I don't understand this
Is it worth it?

You're making it hard to see

Making it hard to see

If I still want to be

Baby, I don't understand this
Is it worth it?

If you leave me behind will I live on

I don't see it
In the future
My heart beating

I don't understand
It isn't worth it
To keep living



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I don't like
the end credits

they take
too long to finish their trip

I want to finish this ****

I want to leave this room
the black room that suffocates me

I don't like end credits
many names with no importance

many people
working hard to make it

I wish they win



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I got my problems
******* with a red bow

I got precautions
Lining out of the door

And if I listen to them
I wouldn't know

All of the suffering
Outside my home

So I willfully ignore
All I need to know

In my own silence
Ignorance is my home



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Admirame
O mejor largate
No mas te queria ver
No sabia que tenias mal humor

Mirame
Darme vueltas
En la oscuridad del cuarto
Contra el corriente del abanico

Dando circulos me hace mariada
Casi me quiero vomitar
Pero no hay nada adentro

Te do
Puro puro chantaje
Puro puro verguenzas
Quiero verte sufrir en mi sombra

Puro puro burlas
Puro puro mentiras
Y te veo en esquina
Quiriendo ganar te la vida



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Some days I wonder
Other days I slumber
All the days that I dream of
Fade away

And as I go to sleep I try very hard
To count the sheep but they keep moving on
And I run after them but they end up flying
Like cherry blossoms during the summer

I tried very hard to be a good person
But the butterflies flutter around me
They are afraid that it'll hurt them
That I will destroy them
But all I wanted was to feel an embrace

I don't understand why the flowers wilt away
Or why the apples turn brown and wrinkly
But I know

Is that the season come and go
And the times passes me by
All I want to go is sleep here with you
And forget the death that surrounds us on all sides
All I want to do is be here beside you

But life is creeping up and snatching us further apart

Flowers they flutter and shrink

I want to remind you of broken prayers
That we can always leave this world behind
But then we will have less time
So we will let time control us
I don't want to leave this world behind

All the colors they shine so brightly
And they fill my vision with a vibrancy I didn't see before

All I wanted was to live forever
But we all know that's impossible

And the world keeps changing colors from green to brown
The morning dew freezes up and shatters
Due to time

And the world will fall apart
I will have you in my arms
I know the pain's too much
Don't forget me

The pain will never fade
It will live inside our brains
We try to escape its grasp
But we're firmly in its clasp

But this is our purpose
All in due time

In The Name of Life

Life will shatter and grow from the burnt ground again

All the memories they grow like trees after snow
But they will never stop
When a person's heart stops beating
I will make sure that their soul lives inside you
So that you don't wilt away like the daisies of yesterday
I don't want to lose your friend
Your the only thing I have

I realize its all dream
We're you ever really there
Or was it a figment of my imagination
Trying to comfort me from

The Name of Life

Pain surrounds me
Like meadows of daisies
They are white and so pure
Against the burning

And I'll close my eyes



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A desire to fulfill
Reality was changed
My path is different

But I realize

That on this night
There are only lies
About my dreams

When I wanted to escape
There were no doors
I slept in the darkness

In the beautiful night
I shed my tears

In the beautiful night
My hope left me

In the beautiful night
I lost the laughter, the light, and compassion
My happiness left me

In this world
I did not mean to tell you
That there are no wonders

I did not want to fill you with deception
I wanted to see you happy

In the beautiful night
My tears leave me

In the beautiful night
My smile evades me

In the beautiful night
Depression and anguish returns
Everything bad comes again

In the beautiful night
My fantasy is gone

In the beautiful night
My wishes leave me

In the beautiful night
My youth and hope are dead
Reality is all that's left

The night is full of stars
That fills the sky with little faith
But I know that all of this is a lie
To trap us in a fantasy that has nothing to of life left

When I wanted to escape
My hands raised
Ready to knock down all the walls
I did not want to hurt you
But this is the only way
To escape from this cruel world
I did not want to hurt you
But maybe this is for the best
That you do not remember the truth
From this cruel world
And how did they lied
Filling us with lies

That wishes do come true

The beautiful night is falling
And we are the cause of it
With our hands, we are going to
Shatter it
Burn it
Change it
We will  make our reality

In the beautiful night
We are going to gain faith

In the beautiful night
We'll consume the stars

In the beautiful night
We'll be the light that shines for the future
And create fantasies



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Un deseo a cumplir
Realidad se cambio
Mi camino es diferente

Pero realise

Que en esta noche
Hay pura mentiras
Sobre de mis suenos

Cuando quise escapar
No habia puertas
Me dormi en la oscuridad

En la bella noche
Se me cai las lagrimas

En la bella noche
Se me va la esperanza

En la bella noche
Se me va la riza y la luz y compassion
Se me va la felicidad

En este mundo
No te quise decir
Que no existe maravillas

No te queria llenar de desepcion
Yo queria verte feliz

En la bella noche
Se me va las lagrimas

En la bella noche
Se me va la sonrisa

En la bella noche
Se me regresa el depression y angustia
Veine todo mal

En la bella noche
Se me va la fantasia

En la bella noche
Se me va los deseos

En la bella noche
Se va mi juventud y esperanza
No mas queda la realidad

El noche esta lleno de estrellas
Que llena el cielo con poquito de fe
Pero se que todo esto es una mentira
Para traparnos en una fantasia que no tiene nada de vida

Cuando quise escapar
Mis manos levantados
Listo para tumbar todos los paredes
No te quise lastimar
Pero esto es la unica manera
Para escapar de este mundo cruel
No te quise hazer dano
Pero ala mejor es mejor
Que no recuerdas la verdad
De este cruel mundo
Y como nos mentio
Llenando nos de mentiras

Que deseos si se cumple

La bella noche se va callendo
Y nosotros somos que lo tumbo
Con nuestras manos lo vamos a
Destrozar
Quemar
Cambiar
Vamos ser nuestra realidad

En la bella noche
Vamos a garar fe

En la bella noche
Vamos comer las estrella

En la bella noche
Vamos ser la luz que brilla para el futuro
Y crear fantasias



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

I know that this journey is treacherous
And we might lose our way
But remember
All the pain
All the suffering
That we endured

Our home is now long gone at this point
No reason to shed tears
So remember
All the prayers
All the blessings
Bestowed on us

The road ahead holds many blockades
But we will still march onwards
Just remember
All the promises
All the dreams
That we carry

Even if our bodies are broken down
We will fix each other
Please Remember
All the strength
All the wisdom
That we have crafted

The road underneath is mysterious
Filled with unthinkable questions
But I remember
All the truth
All the words
That you are here in my heart



© Sofia Villagrana 2018