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Siyana Jul 4
You made it into my dreams but I wonder if I have ever been in yours...
Siyana Jun 22
She's loud and outgoing,
nothing like me,
I sit in my bed
adoring quiet and peace.
Her dress is exotic,
like the boys she lets in...
I was afraid of boys,
fell only for him...
I'm this hybrid of happy and sad,
She's only ever happy,
emotional beings make her mad...
but you see the difference between girls like her and I
is that a girl like me doesn't need approval to get by in life...
I don't need filters, or hundreds of likes,
I just want to live to know a love that's always on my side...
Siyana Jun 22
Sasha, the girl with the blonde hair and blue eyes,
egocentric; it's her best disguise...
I already felt haunted,
so I let her feed me lies,
I wanted to be loved,
so I started to dream of...
Sasha's Eyes...
Siyana Apr 19
I'm occupied by my thoughts,
they drown me sometimes...
Do you know what it's like
to be afraid of your own mind?
I shut myself from the world,
In my bed, I hide...
I wish I could be like you,
unafraid, alive....
but that's not me at all,
I've been afraid all these years...
I wish I could escape it,
but it is what it is.......
Siyana Apr 19
He built me a house with a bridge by a lake
and tore down the walls that kept me afraid...
windows and doors that let me see the sun,
as before he came along, I'd never felt such warmth...
with a flash of dust, he saw a hammer in my hand,
knocking everything down and as fast as I can...
Don't you see I'm destructive, I live for the pain....
Don't try to fix me, because I'll only break myself again...
Siyana Feb 22
The same sky is above us both tonight,
and the same oceans surround us,
it's the same time of night...
but something in the distance
is hiding you from me
it's the aligning of our paths
the way the moon and sun won't meet...
wherever you go, in whoever's arms you'll be...
know that I did love you with every inch of my being
even If I wasn't good at showing it
blame it on my past
but I just know in my bones
that this is the end
this was our art....
Siyana Feb 15
I fear your hands
I fear your skin
I fear your eyes
they absorb me in...
I fear your touch
I fear your name
I fear your voice
it drives me insane....

I fear you...
A poem about falling in love with someone who you fear from the strength of your feelings towards them...
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