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Zoe G Aug 2018
I'm crying inside.
Sitting on the Saturday service,
listening about God's love and planning to get drunk in the evening.
The high of this world is too big to fight with it.
I don't know what is right or wrong anymore.
God help me.
It's between being me and being someone who I don't recognize anymore.
Zoe G Jun 2018
I am making mistakes,
All the time,
One after another.
It seems it has no end,
Endless mistakes.
I want to ***** on a thought of it,
I want to scream and fight, but I am *******.
Forgiveness,
It can set me free.
Not yours,
Not anyone else's,
Mine.
I have to forgive myself,
Let it all go.
I know that it is eating me alive,
The sorrow of my soul,
The begging of my heart for relive.
Relive of letting it all go away,
Relive of forgiveness.
So let's do it.
Let's forgive.
Let's forget.
Let's be free.
If only it could be so easy.
Being able to forgive ourselves first, is a thing we all have to learn how to do.
Zoe G May 2018
People say nothing is impossible,
but I do nothing every day.
Zoe G May 2018
Hello friend,
Are we friends?
Yes we are,
But what kind of friends are we?
The best one,
Really?
Yes,
So, can I trust you?
No, you can't,
So, can I relay on you?
No, you can't,
So, how the hell can we be best friends?
Zoe G May 2018
This world,
Those people,
Where should I look for those who didn't lie to me,
Or for those who still kept their soul,
Because too many people are standing without them,
And too many people just don't believe.
Because too many people are drowning without them,
But is there is something that they can do about it?
I wrote it in the school hallway just looking at people.

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