I haven't even known you that long and now you're all I think about
We met by chance and ever since my life has been a rollercoaster of feelings
It's not like I like you or anything
I just know that I'm starting to feel something for you and that scares me
We're friends and I don't want things to be weird because I really like being friends with you
But seeing you ignites something inside me
A fire I haven't felt in a long time
You make me want to be a better person, and a better musician
You push me to be the best version of myself
Even though you have him and he makes you happy
I know I could make you happy too
Sometime I think you know that
That I could make you feel things you never even imagined feeling
I know you see how I look at you and I see how you look at me
I just don't know what it means
I feel so dumb because you're younger and you like him
So what am I doing catching feelings for you when I know you'll never be mine
And maybe this is just me trying to feel something for someone
But I'm not really like that
There are a lot of things I like about you
You never let me bring myself down
You're there for me even when you don't have to be
You always cheer me on, no matter what I'm doing
I like how passionate you are
And how you get flustered when you say something embarassing
I like how you worry about me
And that's not even a fraction of what I like about you
I also like your eyes
They're such a nice shade of brown
I have always liked brown eyes and yours are especially wonderful
Looking into someone's eyes has always been one of my favourite things to do
And when you look at me and I see into your eyes
I see your whole life and I learn more about you than I could learn from hearing you talk for hours
I see your pain, and your hurt
But I also see your joy and your spark
I see the fire in your soul and I feel everything you feel
I also find your voice captivating
I could hear your voice from a mile away and recongnice it instantly
It's so real and innocent
It makes me forget all my problems, even for just a moment
I know you don't understand why you make me feel safe
It's because of your eyes and your voice
It's because I trust you
Because you make me feel warm
Like I'm curled up by a fire with hot chocolate
You got very embarrassed when you fell asleep after I called you
But I thought it was adorable
You looked so calm, like nothing could disturb you
So I let you sleep but I didn't end the call because I didn't want to be alone and even if you weren't awake
You made me feel happy and safe
I care about you
I know we're just friends and that's okay
I just want to be a part of your life
But I want you to know I'll always be here for you and that I care so deeply about you
I know you'll never see this but I hope one day you realize that I could make you happy, keep you safe, help you on your darkest day, and do everything I can to make sure you never forget how amazing you are