I’m here to admit,
That you are my medicine.
I’m on my knees,
Begging you not to leave.

Baby I’m really on the ropes this time,
Wake me up when they build a time machine.
So I can search and look,
Just to find you in my life earlier.

But no excuses,
I got this feeling in my bones,
That you’ll be the one to set me free.
Thank you for the happiest year of my life princess.

My life is turning into the bargain store,
And I hope you don’t mind most of me is used.
For example this broken heart,
If you find all the missing parts,
You’ll be surprised how kind it really is.

The store is open come inside,
You can easily afford the price,
You may find what you are looking for.
I can’t guarantee that’ll you’ll be satisfied.

If you don’t mind that half the merchandise is used,
With a little mending,
It could be as good as new

This is how it will go.
I’m just going to roll with life throws my way,
Pain or happiness,
Moments of euphoria or depression

This relationship has been the best ever.
But like every human being,
I have my fears,
My anxieties.

I won’t worry about you hurting me,
Running away,
Or finding someone better.

I’ll focus on the good times,
The ones we create.
Regardless if we keep creating more,
Or if unfortunately you leave me with the moments we created.

Just know.
Whatever it is you do with your life my love.
Leaving me,
Or staying with me.
Hurting me,
Or loving me.
I will never ever stop loving you.
I don’t need mutual affirmation for that.

I’m always wondering for a place called home,
I think I found it.
My poem is going through different topics now.

Jaiden.
Just know.
Wherever you go.
Whatever you do to me.
Whoever you choose to marry.
I will always love you.

Cheat.
Lie.
Hurt.
Do whatever you want to me.
I’ll show you I can bend without breaking.
I will always love you.
Forever and always.
I promised that when I first said that.

I take three long hits.
For a moment my lungs fill up,
The nicotine hits my brain,
And for a moment.
I forget how to breathe,
Like I’m suffocating.

The rope I’m hanging onto is breaking.
With every setback comes a cut,
A cut on the rope.

It snapped a while back.
I took the pieces and made a makeshift rope,
That snapped too.

I’m falling now,
I’m okay,
I’m okay.

Maybe tomorrow.
I might just hit the floor

My IPhone charger is ******,
And my stream didn’t work.
Now I sit here watching netflix,
Looking at the photos of you.
Why does it feel like time is against me,
Throwing sad thoughts at me,
Making me fear that I can’t stop them.
Can you keep me in your pocket?
Pull me out like a Swiss Army knife,
A tool for any situation,
Make me of use.
Moments like this,
I get really bored,
Leading to me getting stuck in my brain.
Don’t go,
I need you here.
Congratulations on your success,
I can’t wait to see what happens next.
I’ll be trailing behind,
You are going to do amazing things.
I gave em hell,
Now they want more.
I’m overwhelmed.
I should call 800-273-8255