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Sep 2019 Ronin

mledoe

Yesterday I had to choose
between taking a one way trip to the unknown
or staying.
In this place
of loneliness,
sadness,
emptiness,
and hatred.
I chose to stay.
The familiarity of the misery
seems much more comforting
than the promised peace of the unknown.

It’s one of those trips that I’ve been wanting to take but I’ve been putting off like Fjaerland, Norway. The only difference between Fjaerland and this trip of the unknown is that this trip only has a one way ticket. Once I decide to board this plane there is not turning back.

#depression #depressionkills #suicide #dark #darkness #darkpoems #sad #sadpoems

Sep 2019 Ronin

Ex Friends

Sep 2019 Ronin

Lyda M Sourne

Ex Friends

And I see our friendship
Go down the drain

The past three years
All swept away in one go

And I felt regret
That I left you this way

But I felt freedom
Freedom from the cage you put yourself into

And you may twitter away
How I had betrayed you

But you left me first
And I never spoke
Until today

A friendship gone. We were friends. But they had gone too far and I wasn't okay with them anymore. I didn't want to deal with their toxic outlook anymore.

#friendship #ex #separation #fallingout

Sep 2019 Ronin

Poetic Irony

Sep 2019 Ronin

Lyda M Sourne

Poetic Irony

I won't write you a poem
Because I know that when I do
I'll fall in love with you

And I can't risk that

#friends #love #poetry #secret #risk #irony

Sep 2019 Ronin

Remember Me to Forget

Sep 2019 Ronin

Lyda M Sourne

Remember Me to Forget

They asked me this question in class one day

"What do you want to be remembered by?"

I wrote down the answer of what they wanted to hear

But to be honest

I just want to be forgotten
So no one has to hurt when I say
goodbye

#life #existence #suicide #goodbye #forgotten #memories #depression

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