i look up
and see a world
far greater than
the one i'm in,
billions of bright lights,
that call to me
and say that i'm not alone,
i rise up to them
as if gravity ceased to exist,
and i dance with them
and give glory to their creator,
this world is mine
though i am not of it,
these clusters of stars
and galaxies
bring me more joy
than the hell that
the world i belong to brings,
the celestial beings embrace me
and allow me to finally see
the beauty that's around me,
even if it's far away.

With the footsteps of determination and friendship,
together we will carve beauty's eternal pathway.

My pen is dripping
from my heart and soul,
hoping to grow
a bit more beautiful
each day.

You feel the waves in you
Friends comes up
Your heart starts beating
Scream
It beats faster
You feel
Joy in you
Tears rise in your eyes
You cry
You feel the moment

when words fail you
silence smothers you
fears surround you
you borrow inside yourself


                   waiting


                              till that special friend

                         brings you back

your heart and mind