You said goodbye                                                          ­        
But why                                                              ­                    
I'm not the smartest person
But I'm also not stupid
Do you need help?
Please
Talk to me
Don't hide yourself
Please don't
Stay strong
Fight if you have to
Fight the illnes
Fight the bullies
Fight your thoughts
Your thoughts aren't you
You make yourself you
Why are you doing this?
Please answer
Stop this hell please
No one likes this

Why do you want
To do those things
I want you don't
But I can't
Because you're not here
You're always in me
You said you want
But I know you
You don't want to
Please stay
Don't leave
Come with us
Join classes again
We will make you laugh
You will make us laugh
Don't stay there forever
You will not
You have to come back
Do it for me
You don't know how much I miss you
You really don't
I've cried for you
Don't leave me alone
Please come back
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You're not a friend of someone when you talk one time to him
You're also not a friend when you can laugh one time with him
You're friends when you can talk about
Paintings,
Food,
Haircolor,
The backspace button on your keybord,
Peanutbutter.
You're friends when you accept who he is
Gay
Straight
Muslim
Soccer player
Tennis player
Pineapple on pizza
      (Disgusting)
You're friends when you can be yourself

My bed
My closet
I can't hide myself
I ran away
From the other side of myself
It's the worst side of me
I hate it
That side wants to ******
That side wants to hurt
Sometimes my heart, wants to be that side
I've hurt my best friend
I mean, it's not my friend anymore
I want to **** that side
But than I'll **** my good side too
I don't want that to happen
I have to deal with it
Keep going

It's so bad in this place
I have to leave
I want to get to the good place
Heaven on earth
Is where I'm looking for
The key of that place, is goodness
I'm not a good man
But I'm not a bad man either
I try to better my life
And I will go
To the heaven on earth

I think so
But I'm not sure
You know what i mean?
Me neither

We’re deep on deep
But still in the shallow
We try to swim up
When we try we go down
We dont give up
We dont want to die
It’s a river filled with our blood
With our tears
From the days we weren’t drowning
Does hell still exist?
Because this place on earth might be it
It doesn't matter because
We’re still deep on deep