All her life, she's been making love,
leaving the seas on Titan to break her heart.
As he mocks her cries, she covers her skies,
with soft clouds to block her from falling from grace, again.
Crux opens the shutter on his camera,
catching her rotations in spring.
So, she turns away, smiling at her non existent moon,
leaving her blinded and finding solace in Saturnz arms again,
allowing her to make love to his rings,
she waits for one to fall on her finger.

my
heart      
        is
a
scattered  
                 puzzle
     game

all              
       the
                   pieces
a
grey                
prison
                 wall

You
take                
              Your
tender    
                        brush
               and
paint
              each
     little
segment                
            bright
colors
I                  
can            
              only
see
after                
You've
                     turned
             them
over

You've
                  fitted
           them
together
with
such

LOVE!

no

ADORATION!

and
when
You're
done

                         fitting

me          

             together

I
see        
       my
heart
is
a

garden

of

YOUR

GLORY!


SøułSurvivør
(C) 8/19/2017

When stars, sun, moon could not light me up
Living was when I could not find my rays

Like the herd following the shepherd
I was one of the lost human tribe

There was darkness on the path
No light far away or near
Walking the path to a destination
Which was not there to be my arrival

Nothing was better those days I lived
Much money, many friends, but no light within

The clouds seemed darker than black
The rain felt harsher than whips
The sun brazenly hot and humid
The breathe was shallow and stale
Nor were my steps falling right in proper place

Living was a journey of lost eyes & aching bones
I smiled with an emptiness only a LOVER could see
My hands seemed cold and I had a pessimistic hold
**** sure I knew, my path was to the death of my soul

And then, I met you...

And everything changed...
BELOVEDz, you became my sun-shine
You became my moon-light
You became my star-sparkle
And my wings in flight
There was a ***** in my steps
A glow on my face

Each moment is your thought
That lights my eyes from within
And a merry smile & smirk I carry

You make me alive, and
"YOU" become my Living and Life
These times, I realize
You are what people call "LOVE"

I feel light with your soul-connect
Being with You is
Like a cold dip into the
Origins of a fresh water streams
And emerging out enlightened in the
Warm water of seas and oceans...

You are the apple of my "LOVE"
That gives me the wisdom of my "soul"
The revelation into our
Inner beauty of togetherness

I cleaned up my cabinet today,
and I saw the first doodle
you had ever drawn.
I cleaned up my cabinet today,
and I'd thought I'd have the strength
but I found it was all gone.

I cleaned up my cabinet today,
and it was unearthing tin cans
I can't seem to break.
I cleaned up my cabinet today,
and the dust of what once was
I kept in an ashtray.

I cleaned up my cabinet today,
and all I have to remember you by
is how the n caressed your lips
when you said my name—or
at least think you never said good-bye.

I cleaned up my cabinet today,
and I'm trying to keep afloat
but there are too many holes in this boat
and I'm sinking,
thinking,
how to throw your memory all away.

Every time my thoughts wonder to you,
I find it hard to breathe,
Perhaps a broken heart could mean it swells to large to be,
so instead..
it shatters into my lungs