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Kevin came a creditable 2nd in 2015 BBC Sports Personality of the Year Awards. He was the first Rugby League player ever to be nominated, after captaining Leeds Rhinos to a glorious treble.

#legend #personality #sports #league #rugby #sinfield

Dec 2015 Nirvana

i (1L)

Dec 2015 Nirvana

solEmn oaSis

i (1L)

L* *et my title poem talk for it sel f
U nleash the tag of war between me and yo u
S eems my pen has lost its consciousness or starting to glo c
T ill my words act louder than spea k

Ever since that i n n u e n d o from me
gave the right path to my i n t u i t i o n
there was this c o m p r o m i s e of mine
leads to our convenient i n t e r a c t i o n

i started my t w e l v e p i e c e s
i will be the one also to end it with spices!
i am who i am! Don't get confuse with my rhythm and blues
for i am still seeking and matching melodies and mysteries!

THE END
~~~ooo0O0ooo~~~

[12 of 12 marked voices of a dozen clusters of letters]
Every poem of yours are my sweet serenity
that will haul me unto strange rhymes and clues!

#oneletterword #lessthanonedayb4xmas #merryxmas

Dec 2015 Nirvana

This Illness

Dec 2015 Nirvana

Charlie Smith

This Illness

They can't tell what's wrong with you from the outside. They can't tell what's wrong with you from the outside. They can't tell what's wrong with you.*

Is my illness truly invisible?
Or am I just deluding myself again?
My thoughts are racing, falling, tumbling,
maybe their right to call me insane.

Don't ask me to speak because I don't want to;
words don't mean a thing any more
Instead I write and write onto sheets of white
into the abyss my heart is poured.

I hear their screams in my head all the time
a pleading in my ear,
I'm the one who's living this hell
so why is it me you fear?

I carry on breathing everyday
despite the creatures living inside
and I will keep living in every way
until one day I don't even cry.

#sad #sadness #happy #mentalillness #insanity #positive #bipolar #schizophrenia #psychosis

Dec 2015 Nirvana

psychosis

Dec 2015 Nirvana

Doll

psychosis

This is not a poem just some phrases to explain my past psychosis.

I lived in complete darkness full of sad noises,
strange images
and blurry figures.

I lived in complete darkness with no love,
no emotions
and no feelings.

I kept asking myself "what's going on",
"is this the end"
and "will this ever end".

I saw spiders,
mouses
and more animals on my wall.

I heard voices ,
noises
and some of them were in my head.

I couldn't think,
sleep
or live.

I couldn't be.

I couldn't be me.

I wasn't me.

I wished i could die, so this all would end.

Thanks to my amazing psychiatrist i'm still alive and i'm doing well

#illness #weak #mental #sick #psyche #psychosis #mentally

Dec 2015 Nirvana

before the smiles disappear

Dec 2015 Nirvana

david mungoshi

before the smiles disappear

i'm on a mad rush
to see each one gush
that lovely smile
not one but many
in each new mile
lest i procrastinate
and find one sad day
that people have forgotten
how to smile and be happy
that they have become too civilized
let me capture the sun in their eyes
and savour the deep spontaneous laughs
by people with authentic feelings
quite unlike the plastic brigade
nurtured on too much television