he once said to me...

                 “I would blow warm
                         moist breath through
                                          your toes...
                           I would do all the
                  wonderful things
                to your big toes
                  that you do to me.
                      And most certainly
                         all the tension would  
                             drain onto me...
                               I would draw
                                every last drop
                               from your toes
                          with little messages
                         along the way of my
                      charted course
                         to come up
                      your inner channels.
        Resting in the sensitive eddies  
      behind your knees
  we both breathe fire
    wafting up and down
                         your thighs.”

.... like drips of seduction off his tongue.

And he lingered on, saying...

                   “Flaming lips wafting
             together with desire,
       reaching and pulling
          with firey licks.
       As I slide
   my wet tongue
    on up and hover,
           breathing
                     you in
                           deeply...
                           through my nostrils
                         filling my *** senses.
                       Drunk on your fumes,
                I'm consumed.
           Circling the tip
       of my nose
   around
your hard,
   pearly knot
       feeling the heat
             from your butterfly wings
            my parted lips surounding
          and easing the warmth
     of my soul onto you
with wet hot breath.
   And I ease the length
          of my tongue to rest
      completely over
    your fire breathing wings ,
               warm capable and ready..
                   leaving you in suspense.
                      Sliding ever so slightly
                           and slowly up your      
                              slick silky lips,
                     tightening the tip
                   of my tongue -
                      flick flick
                             flick flick...
             And I look deeply
           into your eyes,
                  into depths
                    you've never known.
                       And then I'll take you
                        all in, with a suction
                           you'll never escape
                             or ever want to.
      Never breaking eye contact
my tongue slides from bottom
        and presses, emphasis
         at the top slowly
        over and over
            settling you in.
                We fall into
                   a oneness
                        and find  
                        our groove.”

And I said...

“I wish I wasn't
still irritated with you
so I could fully
enjoy your seduction.”

You blind
your sight
with this
veil of expectations
but..
little do you know
that when I remove
it and kiss you
reality just tastes
sweeter and
sometimes
a bit sour

No one loves a girl with a cold heart
They changed her into something
Something she cannot help
But to wonder
And ask the Lord, her God
Why does this keep happening?
What did I do to deserve
A punishment in eternal fire

But that's just the beginning
She doesn't know
What the world had
Until they pushed her
Into a monster
She didn't even wished for

That's the world is like
Her heart and head on a spike
All light that shines through her eyes
They are panning out
All smiles that shows through her lips
They are running out

She listens to the crowd
Reflecting and changing
But the question still remains
Did she ever?
No one knows how
One thing is for sure
All they ever wanted
Is to **** the uniqueness
The authenticity that she built
From the start

Maybe it's all in her head
But she cannot find someone
To trust anymore
Until they cannot trust her too
She speaks ill of them
Because that's what she saw
When she was just innocent

If only she can find
A way to get out of here
But she can't
She wouldn't
Never in a million years

Every time the world wants to touch
Her heart
Nothing beats the same anymore
They dissect the parts of it
Every inch of it
The only thing they'll say
"Soft when touched but hard when possessed"

Are they happy now
Of what she become?
Are they contented now
In the change
That made her **** her true
Self

Time has changed,
Weather has changed,
People have changed,
And so are you!
Yet no one to blame to.
I accepted the truth
That you were gone.
Even you are no longer with me,
Your memories are still with me &
in my heart &
in my thoughts...
Yet, somewhere inside my heart,
I miss the old you
Who used to care me a lot,
Who was the reasons of my smiles, &
Whom I loved a lot ....

I see you in the cracks of her smile.
The cracks that curl and creep like the conscious blades that slide across my body when I see you with her and I can’t think,
About the way her smile mimicks mine when you sell her your recycled words that once rang in my ears,
And now ring in hers like a church bell, because you took your time at the speed of light and now I’m
Broken.